this was my yesterday's status:
deep in night i am asking myself: Why am i even a human, i don't want to be a human, i am so ashamed and sick with humans, they don't even understand what mercy and love is all about. Why are we doing this to the animals? what did they even do wrong? they deserve all this craps? why can't we live in harmony? i wish i am just a micro organism instead. they are extremely small, but they manage to work out well with the ecosystem, and they did no severe harms to the surrounding physically, to humans, animals, plants..
and then in another minute, i realized. part of the reason I'm here until today is to stop those psycho lunatic tragedies. yes, i would. i promised.
i swear i will do this, it is just a matter of time.
and this morning after tuition, i went to PJ new house to give my parents a hand. sis and i cleaned the kitchen, and now it really looks like a new house's kitchen, very nice and beautiful :D
and at night i went to Yean's house to meet my friends, since all of them were there for a dinner. so we talk for a while, and i get to know that Yin wanted to go Singapore. She didn't tell this to anyone except us, she said she was afraid that once she told the public, what if she fails to accomplish it, so, you know, actually it can be understand.
friends are all changing, one by one leaving to go for their dreams and future. I'm kinda glad and sad at the same time. such mixture plays a very funny feeling in my heart. yeah, whatever you do, make sure that you will never regret of doing it, or not doing it, it's all about what we want.
be brave, and go for it. you all got our full support here, all the time, we love you <3
p/s: i'm leaving for my dream too when i save enough bullets.
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