Abundance of good things

A lot of nice things happened lately but i was too excited to write it down. I should have but i forgot, and excited. Let me think if i remember any...

Earlier of this week i posted a status on my class group on facebook saying that we should start the group work which was given by our lecturer weeks ago since next week we will be back to college. I sounded like a total loser who can't wait to study. It bothered me a little cuz' it wasn't true but i'm a overthinker and Bavita said i think too much i'm making shit in my head. So i'm letting it go but i still wanted to write it down here. I just don't want to mess with Ms Chan's works. She can be very harsh sometimes.

My dad fixes air-cond and the whether is turning cold so he seemed a little distracted and worried. I can't help him so i sat with him in the living room watching tv and started a casual conversation with him. That was all i can do. 2 more years, after that things will get better. By the time i graduate, things will get better. I promise.

2 days ago i met up with Eddy, Tammy, Jason, Bavita and Yin Yi. At first Bavita and I were expecting Tammy and Eddy only but who knows so many came. Bavita and I just wanted to do something decent for Tammy on her birthday. It was a late celebration cuz she wasn't in town. After the lunch the rest went back and Tammy decided to stay with Bavita and I when i said i wanted to walk around the mall for a while before hitting the road. So, she stayed and Bavita and i just spontaneously brought her to Haagen-Daaz. We ordered a fondue and albeit it was a little pricy but it was fine since we both work this holiday and we can afford that. Just hope that she liked it.

I'm reading this book Looking for Alaska by John Green and wow, he wrote it brilliantly. Very nice book and this is the only book i can't put it down at all after so long. I'm glad i get to read his book. And i finished quite a number of dramas, both Chinese and American's. I finished up Grey's Anatomy season 7 and a China drama Demi-God and Semi-Devil. This monk was extraordinary cute i find. Can't understand why i just feel so. I haven't felt this light and easy for so long and i really appreciated a very peace state of mind. I did not visit any places this holiday, not that i visit for the past few holidays anyway, but it was fine.. i think.. i still feel jealous that my friends get to go to so many places while i couldn't, only work work work. I will enjoy the taste of travel next time but perhaps now it's just not the time yet. God has got a plan for me, a good plan i hope. I talked to Priya few days ago too and i think i started to miss her depressing face.

Today, Sunday, it a great day!

Today is a great day i had so many things solved, it's a fantastic day!

Priya and I had been having problems and i sent her a message about us and she responded. We talked for quite some time and yeah, we are fine now. I'm too happy yet worry about her. I do hope she's happy and fine in Tasmania.

Then, since it's Eddy's birthday Bavita and i decided to do something decent for him. So he came to my house and we went to pick up Bav and went to Great Eastern Mall. I planned to bring him to O'Brien's since he had never tried it and he had also never been to this mall, so i thought it will be nice. And, Great Eastern Mall has Alexis and Alexis has its signature cake- Tiramisu, and he could have a taste as well. All were planned nicely already. And we had so much fun. We talked about a lot of things and yeah, we had so much fun until we forgot to capture this memorable moment- a photo is what i meant, haha! But, we had so much fun!

I talked to my dad that this week gonna be my last week working for him cuz i desperately needed rest before holiday ends. I'd been working endlessly since holiday started. So my dad and I talked. Everything is fine now. I'm genuinely happy about it. Everything settled.

Siew Wen invited me to a reunion and i couldn't make it cuz' i have to visit my grandma in the hospital but it feels good to be invited. Haha! And Canris is back from India so we are planning to hangout together before August ends. Hope everything works out.

Today, Sunday, is a great day!

Love like my parents'

Quite a lot of things happened the last few days they threw me off guard but now i tidied up my emotion and i'm ready to come to drop down some words i could read it back again.

A few days ago i was very upset cuz i kinda disappointed my dad, in some ways. He's pressuring me in another way, but in a very polite way he told me a lot of things that made me very depress. He told me nice enough i should just take it and live life as normal but well, i'm not that kind of person. I took some time to let it sink and absorb so i was living in hell the past few days. But i'm better now after 2 hours away from home. Sometimes i resented him so much but in all way, i love him very much it is just that we don't express ourselves well enough in front of each other. We meant the same way for each other, we knew it ourselves, and we never complained. We walked a long way to this point, i appreciate it very very much.

A few hours ago my mom mumbled a few words to my dad and so happen that i overheard them. She asked my dad:

'Will you wait for me at the stairways to heaven?'
'Yes, i definitely will cuz' i'll be going first.'
'But my body is weak all day.'
'I think i overworked my body and i don't think i'll last.' He paused. 'but i'll be waiting for you so don't you rush to see me; you walk slow, alright?'

My mom turned away from him. That broke my heart a little. It was such a private conversation that is so achingly beautiful. I can't imagine him lying on the sick bed saying goodbye. I'll cry my eyes out. It was such a love that i hope i'll have one in the future. Just like them.

Eternal Summer

I don't have much to write today, just a few things.

I started listening to this symphonic metal band Nightwish. I haven't finished the album i bought but the first track in the album was very impressive.

At night i watched a Taiwanese movie called the Eternal Summer. It's about gay romance. The story line more or less the same as this Thai movie called Love of Siam, the ending was kinda sucky. I hate heartbreaking ending, like Brokeback Mountain. But in general, it was a very good movie still. Got a little hangover afterwards. Like staring out of the window for nothing.

And Yu was really hot. Hahaa!