His graduation
on Thursday, August 27, 2015
I went to my friend's graduation last friday. I drove up North with a friend and we didn't hang for long. We left on the same day itself. Pretty exhausting, staying a night would be great. Anyway, i'm so happy for her achievement. There were so many people, so many graduates with that hat i started asking myself, when gonna be your turn? My course is killing, i just hope i can keep up til the end. We took photo but she never uploaded them, so i didn't get a copy. However, i expected as much to see another friend, Frank, and seeing him stirred up a lot of memories. On the same night i got back from the North, i started flipping through online picasa album where had saved so many of our photos. We are totally fine now but it is such a shame, i don't know, things are never the same anymore. I missed him tremendously but on the other day when he came over to visit me, i didn't feel as much as that night. That night was pretty rough. I promised Frank a meal that day and i was surfing the internet to see if there's any nice restaurants around. Those are great i can't afford, those are okay weren't appealing, i'm quite hard to please huh. I haven't made up my mind just yet. Of course, congratulation to his huge achievement too. Happy for ya'.
With this pair of hands
on Monday, August 10, 2015
I don't get sulky easily these days, which is good, probably because i'm working almost every day. When most of my time is completely filled with works it takes me shorter time to overthink on a lot of things.
It seemed that there was a student exchange programme in my university. I don't feel as bad for not able to join because i am literally unable to join due to financial status. My parents wouldn't be able to support me for a month in Hong Kong. Neither do i have the heart to do this during this holiday... I've gotta pay for a lot of things. Why do i keep reminding myself about that? Anyway, to have seen my friends over there still kinda bucks me. Well, i shouldn't have felt that way though when i know making a living is the priority...
People dream of doing something they dreamt almost every day, knowing that you've been trying very hard to make that come true one day while others get it almost too easily... that doesn't feel too right. I have a lovely family and i couldn't ask for more. I've got foods on the table and clothes in the wardrobe, warm bed and education... they are almost dream for other kids. I know that very well but you will have that moment where you desire more than that... it's scary...
But, with this pair of hands, i will make the things i dream to come true almost every day and night come true one day. I will.
An uneasy day
on Monday, August 3, 2015
It was an uneasy day. Ever since my sister got into a relationship she has been acting weird, cold and mysterious. She's is a little different from that little monster i used to grow up with. But i've been quiet and i didn't know the problem has evolved to a very difficult extend.
I went to college this morning to deal with my research project. And i met my sister there. I kinda let her know that she's been acting very mysterious and self-centered, and she replied that she will do explanation to all of us when she got home. And there the problem unfold. We talked for quite a long time and she cried the whole way, and i really didn't want to think if she's been telling the truth. It is not right to judge your sister that way. But given her emotions just now, i think there will be at least 70% truth she had uttered. I really hope she realises that we love her a lot and she will be able to manage her problems and make progression.
On the same day, i talked to my tutor about going abroad to work when i'm graduated. We have been talking for more than 30 minutes and at the end of our conversation, it's not so easy. There are a lot of procedures and hard work to prove yourself; your willingness to make this leap a success. I know i will face a lot of problems even before she told me, but compare to what i have to leave behind, my family, those problems are nothing. I love them a lot and i'm leaving them to create my future, my family, elsewhere, away from home. This part of me really want to leave if i can but another part of me is holding me back, unless i can ever be a little selfish to leave everything behind and go for it. The same thing i've told Ms Chan, 'it's very frightening to have to leave home to a place you know nobody, know nothing about, and to have to deal with all the problems yourself'. So much to take in today...
Tomorrow starts my new job which will last for a month until my new semester begin. Let it start, shall we?
I went to college this morning to deal with my research project. And i met my sister there. I kinda let her know that she's been acting very mysterious and self-centered, and she replied that she will do explanation to all of us when she got home. And there the problem unfold. We talked for quite a long time and she cried the whole way, and i really didn't want to think if she's been telling the truth. It is not right to judge your sister that way. But given her emotions just now, i think there will be at least 70% truth she had uttered. I really hope she realises that we love her a lot and she will be able to manage her problems and make progression.
On the same day, i talked to my tutor about going abroad to work when i'm graduated. We have been talking for more than 30 minutes and at the end of our conversation, it's not so easy. There are a lot of procedures and hard work to prove yourself; your willingness to make this leap a success. I know i will face a lot of problems even before she told me, but compare to what i have to leave behind, my family, those problems are nothing. I love them a lot and i'm leaving them to create my future, my family, elsewhere, away from home. This part of me really want to leave if i can but another part of me is holding me back, unless i can ever be a little selfish to leave everything behind and go for it. The same thing i've told Ms Chan, 'it's very frightening to have to leave home to a place you know nobody, know nothing about, and to have to deal with all the problems yourself'. So much to take in today...
Tomorrow starts my new job which will last for a month until my new semester begin. Let it start, shall we?
Champion!
Today is a day worth remembering.
I took part in a charity run event and surprisingly, i was the first in college/ university category when i reached the finishing line! I have never get number 1 in any sport event neither did i ever think i will get one in any time. But today, i broke my record. And i can finally tell myself that, you are capable to do things beyond your expectation, beyond your limitation, when you work hard enough and never give up, and most importantly, believe in yourself.
Bryan Wu, YOU! YOU are capable of doing things you longed even if it looks too tough to achieve. You just need to believe in yourself. Yes, you can. Keep walking, don't stop.
I took part in a charity run event and surprisingly, i was the first in college/ university category when i reached the finishing line! I have never get number 1 in any sport event neither did i ever think i will get one in any time. But today, i broke my record. And i can finally tell myself that, you are capable to do things beyond your expectation, beyond your limitation, when you work hard enough and never give up, and most importantly, believe in yourself.
Bryan Wu, YOU! YOU are capable of doing things you longed even if it looks too tough to achieve. You just need to believe in yourself. Yes, you can. Keep walking, don't stop.
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