Let's make it straight.
He came back to town, and he didn't look for me which actually under my expectation. I just still hoping miracle would somehow works but obviously it doesn't.
I actually not really into his presence in town until i called Phui Nying out for a drink right before she heads back to Kampar. We had a long talk, and i brought her to my PJ new house. She kept asking me about my house warming party and to be frank i have yet to know. I plan to do it on Christmas Eve but you know there are so many things to do, i couldn't give any promises. What if i fail to do on what i'd promised? So, have yet to know, still.
On our way to PJ she asked me all of a sudden: Are you and Frank already okay?
Seriously speaking, i kind of startled. I never expect this came out from her. I just hope to pry some informations from her about his current status. Yeah i lied that i wouldn't want to hear anything him anymore. He is still my best friend. You can scold me for being so silly after all he had done but, i don't know, i am who i am. I have never spoken but i really care about him. But if he resists to talk to me, that's fine for me anyway. That's not really my thing to push things happen.
Yes, i am sad that our friendship just ended like that, in a way i never wanted. But it's life, like what i had told Stacy, life moves on and so do i, i need to stay strong. As we grow up we will eventually come to realise that this little friendship thing is nothing back then, we are just making big issue of it. I am still the reason to be happy, for myself. So, moving to PJ doesn't seem to be a bad idea overall. To start all over again. Instead of being lingered, i should feel happy for a new start, for whatever thing it is.
Yeah, after everything, degree goona start in no time, moving in no time, meeting new friends in no time. And it is really time to set this i called the 'crappest' thing aside, put no hope and never look back.
Good bye.
p/s: Oh yeah i met Hou Hou when i was taking dinner with my family, and to be honest, i never like them, the whole family. Just a bunch of hypocrites.
short summary
on Monday, August 20, 2012
I didn't update my blog any often anymore, do i?
Anyway, there are so many to updates and i planned only to drop down something remarkable.
Few days ago i worked for my father, i drove his lorry, i had driven him around the towns straight to his clients' house to fix air-conds, and i think now i getting used to drive a lorry. As what i told my friends: I have ride bicycle, a scooter, driving a normal car, then a truck, now a lorry. sooner or later i could be driving a bus. just to inform you in case you got freaked out ;)
Well, it was a very great breakthrough. until the last day i work for my father, i actually drove his lorry independently. what i'm trying to say is driving it without him beside me. During that time there were only me and 2 of his workers that i was taking. and you know what, i think i get quite good with them too. Maybe because i'm boss's son or what they have to be nice to me. Ah that's something i can't control, forget about it.
on thrusday i have a plan with Senese and Bosco. We went to Ikea to buy something. Actually, to be specific they're just accompanying me to Ikea, i just don't want to be in the mall shopping alone, thank them so much for that day. Previously i already bought a bookshelf, a DVD shelf, a desk and a rug. that day i went back to Ikea to buy some boxes for put my undergarments and something personal, and a chair. Actually i planned to buy a curtain too but the stuff told me that it takes about 3 weeks to get it all done. So i just say 'No Thanks'. Moreover i already exceed my budget, so i guess i have to use my old curtain in the mean time until i have enough to buy a new one.
There is another problem actually, i need a mattress. Yeah i do have one, which is the existing one but i can't move it to PJ, i would still be sleeping here once in a time. i wanted to buy one but i afraid that i wouldn't have enough to pay my school fees. Ahh time without job and pays really killing. For now i just have to sort out this important indeed the most devastating matter first. And i really need to look for a part time job to get some bucks or i'm really in trouble.
Did i mention that i fell sick 2 days ago? Yeah, thanks to Mr Bosco, his virus was too strong for my immune system to endure. Or i should blame myself too for low level of water intake and too, yogurt drink. Yogurt is VERY important to me to maintain my health, i think i have to stick back to yogurt when i start my degree, which is only next week. Time flies huh.. i feel like i just finish my A-levels exams and just started to work in LBCA. Woaw it literally fast.
Sticking to my sickness, 3 plans of mine got cancelled in a row. i bailed Priya on Saturday, which i really sick i couldn't get out my house to even pack my lunch. and Sunday, i bailed 3 girls- Phui Nying, Jing Yi and Katherine. I'm so sorry i really want to meet you guys but i need more rest. and then on Monday, tomorrow, i suppose to go for a trip with my friends and her family together at Port Dickson but because of that damn virus i rang Senese and apologized that i couldn't go anymore. Guess how Bosco goona react when he knows he is the only guy going LOL
Owh by the way, today my father fixed my books shelf and DVD shelf, finally! Finally i can clean my room and starts decorating. And now my room looks amazingly fantastic, you would never know how satisfy i am right now cuz' everything in my room, i earned it by my own bucks and i bought all the furnitures by my own decision. the measurements i took last time is PERFECT, FLAWLESS! my wardrobe fit just nice beside my shelves and my bed too, so, everything is AWESOME! and i am so freaking COOL! Hence i am now just waiting my father to fix the curtain rail, ceiling fan and door. After all that has done, my new room literally a room. WOW! I CAN'T HELP SO EXCITED!
And now, i really have to get myself prepared for degree, it is just next week! and this week, i have to go for orientation day. Oh one more, more books and CDs to fill my shelves ;D Oh and more clothes for my wardrobe hahaha!!!
Last but not least, SPEEDY RECOVERY BRYAN WU!
Anyway, there are so many to updates and i planned only to drop down something remarkable.
Few days ago i worked for my father, i drove his lorry, i had driven him around the towns straight to his clients' house to fix air-conds, and i think now i getting used to drive a lorry. As what i told my friends: I have ride bicycle, a scooter, driving a normal car, then a truck, now a lorry. sooner or later i could be driving a bus. just to inform you in case you got freaked out ;)
Well, it was a very great breakthrough. until the last day i work for my father, i actually drove his lorry independently. what i'm trying to say is driving it without him beside me. During that time there were only me and 2 of his workers that i was taking. and you know what, i think i get quite good with them too. Maybe because i'm boss's son or what they have to be nice to me. Ah that's something i can't control, forget about it.
on thrusday i have a plan with Senese and Bosco. We went to Ikea to buy something. Actually, to be specific they're just accompanying me to Ikea, i just don't want to be in the mall shopping alone, thank them so much for that day. Previously i already bought a bookshelf, a DVD shelf, a desk and a rug. that day i went back to Ikea to buy some boxes for put my undergarments and something personal, and a chair. Actually i planned to buy a curtain too but the stuff told me that it takes about 3 weeks to get it all done. So i just say 'No Thanks'. Moreover i already exceed my budget, so i guess i have to use my old curtain in the mean time until i have enough to buy a new one.
There is another problem actually, i need a mattress. Yeah i do have one, which is the existing one but i can't move it to PJ, i would still be sleeping here once in a time. i wanted to buy one but i afraid that i wouldn't have enough to pay my school fees. Ahh time without job and pays really killing. For now i just have to sort out this important indeed the most devastating matter first. And i really need to look for a part time job to get some bucks or i'm really in trouble.
Did i mention that i fell sick 2 days ago? Yeah, thanks to Mr Bosco, his virus was too strong for my immune system to endure. Or i should blame myself too for low level of water intake and too, yogurt drink. Yogurt is VERY important to me to maintain my health, i think i have to stick back to yogurt when i start my degree, which is only next week. Time flies huh.. i feel like i just finish my A-levels exams and just started to work in LBCA. Woaw it literally fast.
Sticking to my sickness, 3 plans of mine got cancelled in a row. i bailed Priya on Saturday, which i really sick i couldn't get out my house to even pack my lunch. and Sunday, i bailed 3 girls- Phui Nying, Jing Yi and Katherine. I'm so sorry i really want to meet you guys but i need more rest. and then on Monday, tomorrow, i suppose to go for a trip with my friends and her family together at Port Dickson but because of that damn virus i rang Senese and apologized that i couldn't go anymore. Guess how Bosco goona react when he knows he is the only guy going LOL
Owh by the way, today my father fixed my books shelf and DVD shelf, finally! Finally i can clean my room and starts decorating. And now my room looks amazingly fantastic, you would never know how satisfy i am right now cuz' everything in my room, i earned it by my own bucks and i bought all the furnitures by my own decision. the measurements i took last time is PERFECT, FLAWLESS! my wardrobe fit just nice beside my shelves and my bed too, so, everything is AWESOME! and i am so freaking COOL! Hence i am now just waiting my father to fix the curtain rail, ceiling fan and door. After all that has done, my new room literally a room. WOW! I CAN'T HELP SO EXCITED!
And now, i really have to get myself prepared for degree, it is just next week! and this week, i have to go for orientation day. Oh one more, more books and CDs to fill my shelves ;D Oh and more clothes for my wardrobe hahaha!!!
Last but not least, SPEEDY RECOVERY BRYAN WU!
window shopping
on Tuesday, August 7, 2012
so, it's about yesterday.
i went to Pavilion with Senese and Bosco, and we had fun on window shopping and literally shopping, if you know what i mean ;)
Bosco bought kinda many of things, and Senese and I being a fashion consultant we charge him for free ;D of course i do bought a white shirt, a white top. while Senese bought her a top too, urm, it looks like a blouse.
and i took our high tea at a place call 'xu liu xian', i have no idea what am i writing lol. but for a clearer understanding, take a look on this:
so this is it. and afterwards we went to G2000, which is our favourite brand, to take a look on their things. and WOW, their slim fit coat, i freaking love it. and i saw a jacket, i know, but that was so nice on me, according to Senese.
i think i'm going back for that jacket in this week, if it is okay after going through a calculation on my financial control. it is quite expensive which normally people would not buy that, buy i really like it so much, i really do. and if this leaked out to my parents, i would have probably killed by them for wasting so much on that seriously.
but compare it to a coat, maybe i should get a coat instead of that jacket, but how often will i wearing a coat compare to jacket, which i already have one slim fit which looks terribly good on me, GOD don't laugh at me ;D but jacket, that's totally my choice, of all.
i'm trying so hard on convincing people and myself hmm... so we'll see whether i'm going back to get that damn jacket LOL
i went to Pavilion with Senese and Bosco, and we had fun on window shopping and literally shopping, if you know what i mean ;)
Bosco bought kinda many of things, and Senese and I being a fashion consultant we charge him for free ;D of course i do bought a white shirt, a white top. while Senese bought her a top too, urm, it looks like a blouse.
and i took our high tea at a place call 'xu liu xian', i have no idea what am i writing lol. but for a clearer understanding, take a look on this:
so this is it. and afterwards we went to G2000, which is our favourite brand, to take a look on their things. and WOW, their slim fit coat, i freaking love it. and i saw a jacket, i know, but that was so nice on me, according to Senese.
i think i'm going back for that jacket in this week, if it is okay after going through a calculation on my financial control. it is quite expensive which normally people would not buy that, buy i really like it so much, i really do. and if this leaked out to my parents, i would have probably killed by them for wasting so much on that seriously.
but compare it to a coat, maybe i should get a coat instead of that jacket, but how often will i wearing a coat compare to jacket, which i already have one slim fit which looks terribly good on me, GOD don't laugh at me ;D but jacket, that's totally my choice, of all.
i'm trying so hard on convincing people and myself hmm... so we'll see whether i'm going back to get that damn jacket LOL
The Farewell
on Friday, August 3, 2012
Tonight was a great night. LBCA members prepared me farewell dinner which i truly appreciate.
A dinner in a Chinese restaurant located just behind the our office, a building behind our office. So, i reached LBCA earlier, so i waited them in the office. It was awkward cuz' i know that they throwing me a farewell dinner.
There was only one thing i feel so guilty. i brought my camera but i didn't take it out to take even a photo with Ms Lee. She was so good to me until i can feel my tears. No one will understand except LBCA members. She hugged me, and that was rare for everyone. And Andrea was being so nice to me tonight, she was verbal, we talked so much and i would love to stay at that moment for hours.
After the dinner we went to Poh Chu's house. It is a condo and she designed it amazingly beautiful. The dawn light made her little living room so warm and harmony. That was soooo nice i kid you not. The view outside was great too, i love it so much. The paintings, the book racks, the shoe wardrobe, the design, the sofa, the lamps, the posters, her kitchen, the decorations, the rugs, she just owned almost everything i wanted in my future condo!!
And she is being such an awesome host, thank you so much for the night. Oh yeah, the Vodka+lemon+ice cream soda is so nice, it matched perfectly! I'm now thinking about my future part time whether i can go to a bar and learns to be a bar tender. I would really willing to learn, yes!
I didn't prepare anything for them, only a poem written a day before. That's just a little sincerity of me to all of you for every good deeds, thank you so much. i would never forget such beautiful moments had once crossed my life. <3 p="p">
A dinner in a Chinese restaurant located just behind the our office, a building behind our office. So, i reached LBCA earlier, so i waited them in the office. It was awkward cuz' i know that they throwing me a farewell dinner.
There was only one thing i feel so guilty. i brought my camera but i didn't take it out to take even a photo with Ms Lee. She was so good to me until i can feel my tears. No one will understand except LBCA members. She hugged me, and that was rare for everyone. And Andrea was being so nice to me tonight, she was verbal, we talked so much and i would love to stay at that moment for hours.
After the dinner we went to Poh Chu's house. It is a condo and she designed it amazingly beautiful. The dawn light made her little living room so warm and harmony. That was soooo nice i kid you not. The view outside was great too, i love it so much. The paintings, the book racks, the shoe wardrobe, the design, the sofa, the lamps, the posters, her kitchen, the decorations, the rugs, she just owned almost everything i wanted in my future condo!!
And she is being such an awesome host, thank you so much for the night. Oh yeah, the Vodka+lemon+ice cream soda is so nice, it matched perfectly! I'm now thinking about my future part time whether i can go to a bar and learns to be a bar tender. I would really willing to learn, yes!
I didn't prepare anything for them, only a poem written a day before. That's just a little sincerity of me to all of you for every good deeds, thank you so much. i would never forget such beautiful moments had once crossed my life. <3 p="p">
The Bestow
First day in December two thousand eleven
Reading the classifieds which I found irrelevant
Fantasizing myself living in the garden of Eden
Slapping my face- my mind sometime wandered
Reading the classifieds which I found irrelevant
Fantasizing myself living in the garden of Eden
Slapping my face- my mind sometime wandered
After an hour or two I’ve officially been
taken
My facial muscles suppressed over my triumphant
The exhilaration can’t help but to keep hidden
Sigh in relief, the stumbling block vanished I never spoken
My facial muscles suppressed over my triumphant
The exhilaration can’t help but to keep hidden
Sigh in relief, the stumbling block vanished I never spoken
The law firm’s backbone indeed a person
who is verbal
While her assistant is heedful we incomparable
The manager brought good jokes but owned an atomic temper
And the lady seated far at the corner is an expert on calculator
While her assistant is heedful we incomparable
The manager brought good jokes but owned an atomic temper
And the lady seated far at the corner is an expert on calculator
I too, met a flower I addressed ‘laughter
producer’
Then a mother of 3 kids I’ve known as the ‘panic’ ambassador
Right in front of my table is the number one impersonator
Last left, the tea lady where her words could bring a disaster
Then a mother of 3 kids I’ve known as the ‘panic’ ambassador
Right in front of my table is the number one impersonator
Last left, the tea lady where her words could bring a disaster
The daily routine was hectic and I’m not even
exaggerating
But the Tuesday desserts were so damn mind-refreshing
Those breathless laughters truly not overwhelming
And the treats given are motivating
But the Tuesday desserts were so damn mind-refreshing
Those breathless laughters truly not overwhelming
And the treats given are motivating
It’s been eight months since the last
December
The moments been through together so memorable
Blessings and advices I’ll always remember
Although the cascading happiness hardly noticeable
The moments been through together so memorable
Blessings and advices I’ll always remember
Although the cascading happiness hardly noticeable
They’ve acknowledged my existence
Their recognition my spirit I felt strengthen
From the core of my heart lies a wordless appreciation
For the kindness the LBCA members had me bestowed
Their recognition my spirit I felt strengthen
From the core of my heart lies a wordless appreciation
For the kindness the LBCA members had me bestowed
Written with gratitude by Wu Sai Kit
Dedicated to LBCA members
Dedicated to LBCA members
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