This gonna be real simple and yet it took me some time on how to pen it down.
This morning I had a class with Ms Chan on the topic of osteoarthritis. At the end of it she commented on some students on their performances so far in the course [she's our mentor] and i was one of them.
How relief you feel when a person, just a person is totally certain and knowing what you're doing and that proves you're somebody. You're something, something that people spent time to observe. I'm not talking about attention, I mean, the hard works you'd poured in, somebody knows and appreciates that.
I've always been uncertain with all my works and doubting myself all the time and find no one that i can talk to. It's just hard to tell people, you know? Moreover your friends don't deserve to listen to all your brags. But today i am so relief, so.relief.
Here's my promise to my beloved lecturer Ms Chan- I'll do my best now in the course and wherever i am in the future for the patients and harming no one. Thank you.
Best Friday
on Monday, October 28, 2013
Last Friday was the happiest day of the week. I've been a little busy lately but on that particular Friday i had a dinner with my ex co-workers and i had so much fun. My exams and posting are coming so i've got a little works and preparations to do, and a little pressure i feel as well. My mom was very sweet. You know what she told me while she was sending me to LRT? 'Leave the works behind and have fun tonight. You need that'. Who should i love if she's not the one?
So, we chatted and things and eventually i got to know that there were so many things happened in just one year. A lot of things. Anyway, it's great to see them again. So great and happy.
When is the happiest moment so far in your working journey? If i would to say, the time i spent with these people in the photo, and few that are not in here >> Miss Lee, Poh Chu and Vicki, are probably the best thing ever happened in my life. Thank you so much for your grace that i can never return.
Earlier on Facebook i saw an admin of a page posted something and it held my attention immediately. I don't think i have to say much already, everything had been mentioned in my last few posts. You will know when you see them.
My exam is on tomorrow, and another one is coming on this Thursday. I don't know when my next post would be but wish me all the best!
So, we chatted and things and eventually i got to know that there were so many things happened in just one year. A lot of things. Anyway, it's great to see them again. So great and happy.
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| Left: Andrea, Sarah, Yen, CM, Jasmine |
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| Left: Andrea, Yen, Jasmine, CM, Bryan (me) |
Earlier on Facebook i saw an admin of a page posted something and it held my attention immediately. I don't think i have to say much already, everything had been mentioned in my last few posts. You will know when you see them.
My exam is on tomorrow, and another one is coming on this Thursday. I don't know when my next post would be but wish me all the best!
In a day
on Friday, October 25, 2013
There are so many things to be registered and i can't write every single detail out. There are just too many. I know it is always depressing. Over-thinking is just bad for health.
Today went ordinarily. Everything was pretty fine. During lunch time my friends and i sat around the table and had a normal lunch with normal conversation. At some point i told them the reason of my very first intention to join the Northombria programme that runs in collaboration with my university. Reason is simple i wanted to get out of university and get a job. Some friend told me they're going to further their study to master level and some said they are not in a rush to get into the working world. There are a lot of reasons for that and those reasons they said i don't have that at all. Those opportunities i've always wanted. The footsteps. How much my mom knows i'm dying for that she calls me to go but how? Loan. Debt. Digits in the freaking bank account. But thanks for saying that, mom.
Some people is so used to accept things they thought they deserve and they take them as granted. They make use of somebody's love for them to take advantages out of them. And they blame them for giving them those things because their life is pathetic, it's pathetic because they don't have a child and, and, they force them to take their love, and that's selfish, so selfish! How could you think and say something so harsh of them what's the rubbish running in your freaking mind? Too used to accept things and didn't know how to give some back?
My class finished in the afternoon and i spent some time with my friends to discuss about the coming exams. We didn't call anyone cuz' discussion can't really run well and thoughts as well can't register good while there're too many people. The middle of the discussion some people came to us and to be honest, they took me by surprise. As i said to my discussion mates, there are nothing to hide if they knew, they knew. That's all. But what i see in my friends who surprised me, they're not really keen about it. I'm not sure they just walk away when they're done with their errands like they're in a hurry. Well maybe they are but they look just like in a big HURRY. Please don't make this omen a reality and hopefully i'm just thinking too much. Or did i just get selfish?
I watched a movie tonight called 'The Back-up Plan' and it was painful when it hit me hard at some point. So, this lady whose name is Zoe, she has always had her guard up and being very withdrawn when she comes to a long term relationship. She couldn't trust men simply because his mom, or grandma, survived through a hard marriage. Her mom passed away and her dad didn't stick around when her mom was terminally ill. What she did was pushing people away when things get too serious. She met this guy named Stan and she backed away from him at a stage in the film.
It kinda 'click' in my mind and i realize that i'm doing something similar. The day after that i distrust people easily and, i don't make friends into depth or even worse, i don't want to even talk to them if i don't have an interest. Even if i did i didn't want to take the friendships further. I stopped going for any celebration held by my friends, i backed myself up when things go too deep. I stopped being enthusiastic about people's problem and i stopped giving too many of my words. I swear to God i'm not exactly like that last time. God this is bad.
Things change people. And Zoe inseminated herself on the day she met Stan and madly fell in love. Zoe thought she'll never gonna find the right one after hundred times of date and she decided to buy sperms from the sperm bank and get herself pregnant. She even joined a group 'Single Mothers Proud'. So, yeah.
I'm a man and i want a child in my future. I have thought if one day if i didn't find the right one i will adopt but the first priority is IVF. I don't have the privilege that a woman has so... I mean, i'm just thinking. And in that film, Zoe's grandma told her to stop thinking too far and just give everyone a chance because not everyone behaves the same like whoever treated her bad in the past. What i'm thinking? I don't know. I really don't. I need some time.
Stan is indeed a good guy. Good looking, responsible, respectful, lovely. All the criteria that everyone dies for. As he knew about the insemination and understands parenthood he's freaking out. He's studying in a night school and all he could do was only part-time. At the middle of the night he woke up and Zoe found him in the kitchen cooking pancakes. He's freaking about because raising a TWIN, yes, TWIN, that's a doubling up the expenses to raise a child. A child is enough to kill a person's financial and do you think for a guy who barely passing his economics. He planned to drop out from his night school and find a job for a stable income. For the family. You know what i think? Such insecurities. People always said you can't solve all the problems using cash but matter-of-factly it does solve a lot of problems. I would definitely feel insecure when my bank account digits turn into one. Or even 0. You know what i mean? This is some sort of how i feel now and another reason of finishing college and get a job. There are a lot of reasons. A lot.
Of all, I'm not blaming. Just, i had a very hard time to cope with that. Even until now it still bugs me although we talked. Sometimes seeing the face kinda make me.... i don't wanna say that. Just, give time some time...? I thought i have given enough.
And i've written enough i reckon as well. Good night peeps.
Today went ordinarily. Everything was pretty fine. During lunch time my friends and i sat around the table and had a normal lunch with normal conversation. At some point i told them the reason of my very first intention to join the Northombria programme that runs in collaboration with my university. Reason is simple i wanted to get out of university and get a job. Some friend told me they're going to further their study to master level and some said they are not in a rush to get into the working world. There are a lot of reasons for that and those reasons they said i don't have that at all. Those opportunities i've always wanted. The footsteps. How much my mom knows i'm dying for that she calls me to go but how? Loan. Debt. Digits in the freaking bank account. But thanks for saying that, mom.
Some people is so used to accept things they thought they deserve and they take them as granted. They make use of somebody's love for them to take advantages out of them. And they blame them for giving them those things because their life is pathetic, it's pathetic because they don't have a child and, and, they force them to take their love, and that's selfish, so selfish! How could you think and say something so harsh of them what's the rubbish running in your freaking mind? Too used to accept things and didn't know how to give some back?
My class finished in the afternoon and i spent some time with my friends to discuss about the coming exams. We didn't call anyone cuz' discussion can't really run well and thoughts as well can't register good while there're too many people. The middle of the discussion some people came to us and to be honest, they took me by surprise. As i said to my discussion mates, there are nothing to hide if they knew, they knew. That's all. But what i see in my friends who surprised me, they're not really keen about it. I'm not sure they just walk away when they're done with their errands like they're in a hurry. Well maybe they are but they look just like in a big HURRY. Please don't make this omen a reality and hopefully i'm just thinking too much. Or did i just get selfish?
I watched a movie tonight called 'The Back-up Plan' and it was painful when it hit me hard at some point. So, this lady whose name is Zoe, she has always had her guard up and being very withdrawn when she comes to a long term relationship. She couldn't trust men simply because his mom, or grandma, survived through a hard marriage. Her mom passed away and her dad didn't stick around when her mom was terminally ill. What she did was pushing people away when things get too serious. She met this guy named Stan and she backed away from him at a stage in the film.
It kinda 'click' in my mind and i realize that i'm doing something similar. The day after that i distrust people easily and, i don't make friends into depth or even worse, i don't want to even talk to them if i don't have an interest. Even if i did i didn't want to take the friendships further. I stopped going for any celebration held by my friends, i backed myself up when things go too deep. I stopped being enthusiastic about people's problem and i stopped giving too many of my words. I swear to God i'm not exactly like that last time. God this is bad.
Things change people. And Zoe inseminated herself on the day she met Stan and madly fell in love. Zoe thought she'll never gonna find the right one after hundred times of date and she decided to buy sperms from the sperm bank and get herself pregnant. She even joined a group 'Single Mothers Proud'. So, yeah.
I'm a man and i want a child in my future. I have thought if one day if i didn't find the right one i will adopt but the first priority is IVF. I don't have the privilege that a woman has so... I mean, i'm just thinking. And in that film, Zoe's grandma told her to stop thinking too far and just give everyone a chance because not everyone behaves the same like whoever treated her bad in the past. What i'm thinking? I don't know. I really don't. I need some time.
Stan is indeed a good guy. Good looking, responsible, respectful, lovely. All the criteria that everyone dies for. As he knew about the insemination and understands parenthood he's freaking out. He's studying in a night school and all he could do was only part-time. At the middle of the night he woke up and Zoe found him in the kitchen cooking pancakes. He's freaking about because raising a TWIN, yes, TWIN, that's a doubling up the expenses to raise a child. A child is enough to kill a person's financial and do you think for a guy who barely passing his economics. He planned to drop out from his night school and find a job for a stable income. For the family. You know what i think? Such insecurities. People always said you can't solve all the problems using cash but matter-of-factly it does solve a lot of problems. I would definitely feel insecure when my bank account digits turn into one. Or even 0. You know what i mean? This is some sort of how i feel now and another reason of finishing college and get a job. There are a lot of reasons. A lot.
Of all, I'm not blaming. Just, i had a very hard time to cope with that. Even until now it still bugs me although we talked. Sometimes seeing the face kinda make me.... i don't wanna say that. Just, give time some time...? I thought i have given enough.
And i've written enough i reckon as well. Good night peeps.
Love your body, love yourself
on Monday, October 21, 2013
Right before i get busy again let me drop some words.
I wrote a letter to myself which to be opened when i hit 30. Yeah, 9 years later on 2022. I wrote a lot inside and hopefully that time when i open that letter it goona be a whole different world for me already.
I watched a show on National Geography on Saturday and i finally decided one thing that is to do continuously my whole life. I realize that humans don't love themselves enough or being a little specific an individual often doesn't love him/herself or his/her own body enough they spoil it all the time. And i watched another short clip online the past few days and the narrator said 'People stop stretching themselves when they reach a stage in life'. The narrator said more than that and i found it very true and yes, at some point humans stop stretching themselves, and so am I.
I realize i don't love myself enough. I don't love my body enough i spoiled it. All i thought was reading is enough and knowledge is what rules the world. Now i don't think that anymore. Knowledge and physical health are both important to make an individual more engaging in every single errand in life. I stop stretching myself, my physical health. I made up my mind, i will keep on exercising no matter what to love my body more because there's no one else to love your own body except myself. I have to do that, you know? To love myself enough because i deserve that for the very least. And i told myself 'Bryan, give it a shot. Twelve weeks. See the difference before and after and you will be surprised you had came that far, the body you had given to yourself, the health that is so precious nowadays people depend on supplements only.' I goona work that out.
The narrator in that short clip said as well 'You start self-doubting yourself.....' the back sentence i couldn't remember already but the main word he used was there- self-doubt. I always do that and when i did, i got very depressed and don't know what to do with it. I couldn't tell anyone because i couldn't get myself to do so. I don't know what else i should do. Just today, i did that. The topics that were discussed in the class were pretty hard for me to cope with and in the morning i wasn't in a good shape at all. Pretense is what i good at. I hated that fact, you know?
I saw a photo on instagram of my friend Eddison and his sister. He celebrated his sister's birthday and i saw them laughing warm in the photo and i genuinely glad for him. He always complains about his sister and yet the love for their own bloods is inseparable. That is family. You don't leave anyone behind or let any of them feeling left-out. This is family.
On Sunday i downloaded few albums and they were great. I listened to them dozen of them and couldn't get enough of them and i'm sure all of people listened to them too. Just in case that you're curious: Adele- Adele 19, Daniel Powter- The Best of Me, and Secondhand Serenade- A Naked Twist in My Story.
Seriously, they're really good. Discovering more good musics for fill my life with more colours. And hopefully i put back a smile on my face, be away from self-doubt. That's what everyone wants. That's what i really want. To be happier. Allow myself, ourselves, to be a little happier. Because, all of us, deserves that, afterall.
I wrote a letter to myself which to be opened when i hit 30. Yeah, 9 years later on 2022. I wrote a lot inside and hopefully that time when i open that letter it goona be a whole different world for me already.
I watched a show on National Geography on Saturday and i finally decided one thing that is to do continuously my whole life. I realize that humans don't love themselves enough or being a little specific an individual often doesn't love him/herself or his/her own body enough they spoil it all the time. And i watched another short clip online the past few days and the narrator said 'People stop stretching themselves when they reach a stage in life'. The narrator said more than that and i found it very true and yes, at some point humans stop stretching themselves, and so am I.
I realize i don't love myself enough. I don't love my body enough i spoiled it. All i thought was reading is enough and knowledge is what rules the world. Now i don't think that anymore. Knowledge and physical health are both important to make an individual more engaging in every single errand in life. I stop stretching myself, my physical health. I made up my mind, i will keep on exercising no matter what to love my body more because there's no one else to love your own body except myself. I have to do that, you know? To love myself enough because i deserve that for the very least. And i told myself 'Bryan, give it a shot. Twelve weeks. See the difference before and after and you will be surprised you had came that far, the body you had given to yourself, the health that is so precious nowadays people depend on supplements only.' I goona work that out.
The narrator in that short clip said as well 'You start self-doubting yourself.....' the back sentence i couldn't remember already but the main word he used was there- self-doubt. I always do that and when i did, i got very depressed and don't know what to do with it. I couldn't tell anyone because i couldn't get myself to do so. I don't know what else i should do. Just today, i did that. The topics that were discussed in the class were pretty hard for me to cope with and in the morning i wasn't in a good shape at all. Pretense is what i good at. I hated that fact, you know?
I saw a photo on instagram of my friend Eddison and his sister. He celebrated his sister's birthday and i saw them laughing warm in the photo and i genuinely glad for him. He always complains about his sister and yet the love for their own bloods is inseparable. That is family. You don't leave anyone behind or let any of them feeling left-out. This is family.
On Sunday i downloaded few albums and they were great. I listened to them dozen of them and couldn't get enough of them and i'm sure all of people listened to them too. Just in case that you're curious: Adele- Adele 19, Daniel Powter- The Best of Me, and Secondhand Serenade- A Naked Twist in My Story.
Seriously, they're really good. Discovering more good musics for fill my life with more colours. And hopefully i put back a smile on my face, be away from self-doubt. That's what everyone wants. That's what i really want. To be happier. Allow myself, ourselves, to be a little happier. Because, all of us, deserves that, afterall.
You don't give up, Bryan Wu
on Friday, October 18, 2013
This goona be real quick.
I have so many works to do i'm not sure if i'm the one who giving myself that workload or university is literally that pressuring but what i'm trying to say is when i'm on the verge of giving up like 'nahhh fuck whatever that's coming i don't care if that goes good or bad i just want it to end quick as fuck' and i saw this little thing my friend shares on Facebook.
I have exams coming in 2 weeks time and i'm not confident if i can do well. It has been some time since my last practice. And tomorrow there will be 2 presentations. One on cervical spine fracture and another one is oxygen therapy. I could have done something on wednesday but i chose to watch movies and so yeah, what can i say? haha!
Let's do that tomorrow. You, you. You don't give up, Bryan Wu.
I have so many works to do i'm not sure if i'm the one who giving myself that workload or university is literally that pressuring but what i'm trying to say is when i'm on the verge of giving up like 'nahhh fuck whatever that's coming i don't care if that goes good or bad i just want it to end quick as fuck' and i saw this little thing my friend shares on Facebook.
I have exams coming in 2 weeks time and i'm not confident if i can do well. It has been some time since my last practice. And tomorrow there will be 2 presentations. One on cervical spine fracture and another one is oxygen therapy. I could have done something on wednesday but i chose to watch movies and so yeah, what can i say? haha!
Let's do that tomorrow. You, you. You don't give up, Bryan Wu.
A Chinese article
on Sunday, October 13, 2013
My dad shows me a paper full with Chinese words and he wants me to read them all. I found it really nice and i want to share with all of you. For readers who don't know how to read Chinese, perhaps you can seek for help or go for direct translation using Google. Even though it might not be exactly the same but i'm sure it gives you more or less the same meaning. It is a very great article.
“阅读，是心灵的旅行；旅行，是心灵的阅读。不停阅读，不停旅行，让自己幸福前进。
感情是一种生活状态。生活中有了感情，生活才充满诱惑。生活中有了感情，生活才不会孤独。生活中有了感情，生活才有了色彩。生活是感情的代表，感情是生活的基因。
生命承载不了太多的沉重，如果不及时丢弃一些东西，我们将会不堪重负，脚步缦跚。记忆就像一只钱夹，装的太多就会合不上，里面的东西还会掉出来。生命注定要忘却一些东西，不应再追忆的便彻底丢弃，太多的留恋会成为一种包袱。过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。一念放下，万般自在。
人有两条路要走，一条是必须走的，一条是想走的，你必须把必须走的走漂亮，才可以走想走的路。
不要辜负了每天新一轮的美好晨光。不开心睡了一觉，就让它过去吧。小时候的欢乐，那是单纯带来的；长大后的痛苦，是复杂给予的。好好去爱，好好生活。”
That one above is probably what i want to say today. Great day ahead people.
And, I love you, Dad.
“阅读，是心灵的旅行；旅行，是心灵的阅读。不停阅读，不停旅行，让自己幸福前进。
感情是一种生活状态。生活中有了感情，生活才充满诱惑。生活中有了感情，生活才不会孤独。生活中有了感情，生活才有了色彩。生活是感情的代表，感情是生活的基因。
生命承载不了太多的沉重，如果不及时丢弃一些东西，我们将会不堪重负，脚步缦跚。记忆就像一只钱夹，装的太多就会合不上，里面的东西还会掉出来。生命注定要忘却一些东西，不应再追忆的便彻底丢弃，太多的留恋会成为一种包袱。过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。一念放下，万般自在。
人有两条路要走，一条是必须走的，一条是想走的，你必须把必须走的走漂亮，才可以走想走的路。
不要辜负了每天新一轮的美好晨光。不开心睡了一觉，就让它过去吧。小时候的欢乐，那是单纯带来的；长大后的痛苦，是复杂给予的。好好去爱，好好生活。”
That one above is probably what i want to say today. Great day ahead people.
And, I love you, Dad.
Brag with lovely friends
As I planned earlier i went down to Ampang to meet my friends. We went to Brussel's and that short moment we talked about all sort of things, i kinda want that moment to freeze forever. We ordered beers and tidbits and that's how we passed our night.
We talked about so many things. Senese complained about her piano students, Elaine kept talking about her lost purse, which then found out that she dropped it in her home's toilet, and I non-stop talking about my future. Meanwhile, Senese told us about her trip to Australia and it seemed that she had a lot of fun!
I told them that in my coming future i want to be in either one of this four countries: England, Canada, Australia or United States. We got into discussion and my urge to go to England grows stronger now. I can do it, i can do it!
And Elaine is going to graduate, everybody is going out to work in no time and i'm still studying. I know i will miss the college time once i'm done with my study but for now, i want to really be independent as soon as possible so i don't have to burden my parents any more. I can't stand myself as being a 21 year old boy i'm still asking for pocket money. That doesn't make me feel good at all. They're getting old and i just want to get out of college ASAP.
Okay, enough of those depressing things and here i have 2 photographs i captured in Brussel's. Tonight is great. Great.
We talked about so many things. Senese complained about her piano students, Elaine kept talking about her lost purse, which then found out that she dropped it in her home's toilet, and I non-stop talking about my future. Meanwhile, Senese told us about her trip to Australia and it seemed that she had a lot of fun!
I told them that in my coming future i want to be in either one of this four countries: England, Canada, Australia or United States. We got into discussion and my urge to go to England grows stronger now. I can do it, i can do it!
And Elaine is going to graduate, everybody is going out to work in no time and i'm still studying. I know i will miss the college time once i'm done with my study but for now, i want to really be independent as soon as possible so i don't have to burden my parents any more. I can't stand myself as being a 21 year old boy i'm still asking for pocket money. That doesn't make me feel good at all. They're getting old and i just want to get out of college ASAP.
Okay, enough of those depressing things and here i have 2 photographs i captured in Brussel's. Tonight is great. Great.
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| This is a cider. I forgot its name but it tasted like heaven. If i happen to go Brussel's again i will for sure order this and enjoy its scent. It's so great you can't say just can't say no. |
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| Senese Bryan Elaine We had so much fun. <3 td=""> |
Damn the nightmare
on Saturday, October 12, 2013
I had a very bad nightmare and i couldn't put myself into sleep anymore now at this hour. I slept at 10pm plus on the couch until the time when the damn nightmare came across. I think i'll just watch a movie or something, just something.
Anyway, today was great. Presentation of defibrillation went well and i'm feeling good with it. I changed a little of my usual style of presentation, as in the way i put my words while explaining and going from one segment to another segment, i made it a little reciprocal so it won't be so dead. I found it working well, the people were paying attention. I'll try that again in the coming presentation to check that again.
And the discussion went well. I think the whole idea is a brilliant idea, we learnt so much during the process, thinking in a different way, i mean, THINKING, that is the main thing; and it's effective from both theory and clinical aspect. It supposed to make all of us understand further, enhancing self-reasoning capability and correct application of equipment in different situations. We'll see again how the next discussion goes.
I saw this online, from 'The Humans of New York' and find it stunning and wanted to share it. No copyright infringement intended.
Anyway, today was great. Presentation of defibrillation went well and i'm feeling good with it. I changed a little of my usual style of presentation, as in the way i put my words while explaining and going from one segment to another segment, i made it a little reciprocal so it won't be so dead. I found it working well, the people were paying attention. I'll try that again in the coming presentation to check that again.
And the discussion went well. I think the whole idea is a brilliant idea, we learnt so much during the process, thinking in a different way, i mean, THINKING, that is the main thing; and it's effective from both theory and clinical aspect. It supposed to make all of us understand further, enhancing self-reasoning capability and correct application of equipment in different situations. We'll see again how the next discussion goes.
I saw this online, from 'The Humans of New York' and find it stunning and wanted to share it. No copyright infringement intended.
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| The words that say behind the silhouettes. |
Ultrasound- my little research
on Tuesday, October 8, 2013
I stayed back a while in the library when the classes ended. I'm having so many doubts and questions on the effectiveness of therapeutic ultrasound and in fact i had been thinking about it for a period of time. This thing troubled me so much and finally, today, i stayed back and collected some information from whatever books available in the library, read again and again of those books i picked, sum up the information and wrote up a paper regarding this topic.
Well, that satisfied me and for a little while i can now put ultrasound aside and focus on other subjects. Musculoskeletal is just fun and i can't get enough of it. I love it. But i think that doesn't make me do well in theory paper i guess? LOL! I mean i'll just do my best and definitely THE BEST during posting in this coming November. Wait... what i'm trying to say is i learnt a lot today and those information are mind-blowing.
I reached home at about 8pm and immediately after my shower i went out to have dinner with my parents. The rest of the night i spent without touching any physio materials. I need a break. It's draining a lot of energy out of me. And i watched this movie called 'This Is The End' and it was hilarious. I asked myself 'what did i just watched?' at the end of this film. The movie made no sense but it is meant to make you laugh so.... It's just hilarious.
And I listened to 'Listen' by Beyonce and paid a little attention to its lyrics this time. It was good and nice. Haihh... I realized it only by now. Kinda put me into some thoughts.
Reading nothing doesn't make me sleep earlier anyway. It's 3 in the morning and i probably needa hit the sack. See what's coming up in my next update. I hope that will be something delighting. :)
Well, that satisfied me and for a little while i can now put ultrasound aside and focus on other subjects. Musculoskeletal is just fun and i can't get enough of it. I love it. But i think that doesn't make me do well in theory paper i guess? LOL! I mean i'll just do my best and definitely THE BEST during posting in this coming November. Wait... what i'm trying to say is i learnt a lot today and those information are mind-blowing.
I reached home at about 8pm and immediately after my shower i went out to have dinner with my parents. The rest of the night i spent without touching any physio materials. I need a break. It's draining a lot of energy out of me. And i watched this movie called 'This Is The End' and it was hilarious. I asked myself 'what did i just watched?' at the end of this film. The movie made no sense but it is meant to make you laugh so.... It's just hilarious.
And I listened to 'Listen' by Beyonce and paid a little attention to its lyrics this time. It was good and nice. Haihh... I realized it only by now. Kinda put me into some thoughts.
Reading nothing doesn't make me sleep earlier anyway. It's 3 in the morning and i probably needa hit the sack. See what's coming up in my next update. I hope that will be something delighting. :)
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Harsh and brutal
on Wednesday, October 2, 2013
It is now 2.40am in the morning and i haven't slept yet. I didn't plan to write anything actually but as usual, i just feeling writing something.
I'm watching Grey's Anatomy and i love it. It gave me a lot of thoughts and insights and i love it a lot; how it makes me reflect and once in a blue moon, makes me feeling great. It has its own magical power to soothe its audiences. Maybe not all but at least me.
Days are just harsh. They are harsh. And i can't wait to get out of it. What people always hoping are for time to run slower and i'm hoping it the other way round. I want it to go faster and i hated it to be so slow, going so slow i... i.... Can't you tick faster?
Days are just harsh and brutal.
Let me share something with you:
" We like to think we're fearless, eager to explore unknown lands and soak up with new experiences. But, the fact is, we're always terrified. Maybe the terror's part of the attraction. Some people go to horror movies, we cut things open, dive into dark water. And at the end of the day, isn't that what you'd rather hear about, if you got one drink and one friend and 45 minutes? Smooth rides make for boring stories. A little calamity, that's worth talking about."
I'm watching Grey's Anatomy and i love it. It gave me a lot of thoughts and insights and i love it a lot; how it makes me reflect and once in a blue moon, makes me feeling great. It has its own magical power to soothe its audiences. Maybe not all but at least me.
Days are just harsh. They are harsh. And i can't wait to get out of it. What people always hoping are for time to run slower and i'm hoping it the other way round. I want it to go faster and i hated it to be so slow, going so slow i... i.... Can't you tick faster?
Days are just harsh and brutal.
Let me share something with you:
" We like to think we're fearless, eager to explore unknown lands and soak up with new experiences. But, the fact is, we're always terrified. Maybe the terror's part of the attraction. Some people go to horror movies, we cut things open, dive into dark water. And at the end of the day, isn't that what you'd rather hear about, if you got one drink and one friend and 45 minutes? Smooth rides make for boring stories. A little calamity, that's worth talking about."
-Grey's Anatomy, Season 5, Episode 3.
p/s: keep walking, don't stop.
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