useless brat

on Tuesday, May 31, 2011
let's get works done. all the things come at once.

talk about the morning, went to times square. for what, for my sister. her outing is only available when my mom and I follow together. of course when we reach there, my sister and her friends hang out on their own, while mommy and I just walk around, doing nothing.

by then, we had our lunch at Tepanyaki and high-tea at Tutti Frutti.


all a sudden, she doesn't feel so well. until we reached home, she broke down. she went to sleep at around 7pm without taking in any foods until my father reached home. she just ate some porridge. ALL A SUDDEN.

and then, last week my grand pa suffered from a severe pain at his abdomen and he went for a body checkup. he's in the wad and waiting for the most precise diagnosis's result. according to doctor he has a high probability get a cancer, secondary exposure of liver cancer, if i am not mistaken. today, we're going to know what's the result, but i forget to give a call to my grand ma. i gotto call her tomorrow. the only thing i truely understand is, both the elders were suffered.

what else, ya, my father's leg isn't feeling well, today he had a severe pain at the ankle of the leg. he had seek for quite a number of doctor but it doens't give any effect. my mom fell sick, and father's leg is pain, my grand pa had a high probability getting a cancer, what's so wrong with this year FUCKING 2011, IS A BLOODY YEAR INSTEAD OF BLESSING YEAR, SUCKER!

night, mr chen isn't that happy. i know other than a game, something happened. i did not ask him, but i guess he can handle it, he has a high emotion quality in my mind, so far.

p/s: what should i do? i can do nothing except starring... useless brat

giant water BUG

on Saturday, May 28, 2011
too many things happened lately, but i din't update my blog due to laziness x)

start with my AS exam, General Paper and Applied Math were done. For GP, i duno what the result will be, but i able to finish it on time. for applied maths, i blank few questions, for mr, it require to think deeper, which i constantly lack of LOL

yeah and then yesterday, she pissed off with something, and we talk a lot in msn. hope the words help you, by then, good luck on everything. keep going, don't stop your foot step.

today, read an article shared by my ex-bio tutor.


what do you think about it, the picture above. saw a little turtle, and a weird creature.

according to the article, the naturist describe it as water giant bug. it can grow up to 15cm, and personally i feel that it's very big for an insect. and the most terrifying thing was they feed on small TURTLE and SNAKE.

that picture showing that this insect feeding on snake in the water definitely freak me out lol. and the snake seriously, is quite long as in more than 1 metre? that bug actually insert some chemical inside their prey's body and make them unable to move, and then only they start feeding on it, the chemical's name i can't remember =x

that picture i posted above just one of it, there still have plenty.

p/s: don't you think that bug is the combination of cocroach body and frog leg? personally think that a BUG feeding on turtle and snake is actually disobey the ecology food chain flow o.o

degree course

on Tuesday, May 24, 2011
googled about the course i wish to pursue after A-level end. when i look through their requirements i was like WHAT?

- course fees around 160k, only 50% ptptn load offered.
- MUET is a MUST, and i miss the enrollment for it.
- A-level result: CCD [ only math, bio, chem and physics]

i start thinking since the day i entered A-level, do i even get a C for chemistry? frankly NO. the maths paper i've done last 2 weeks during AS examination i think is unable to score a beautiful result, and my applied maths was weak as well.

the coming A2 papers are even worse, for maths, is the killing one, i've no idea on those intergration of trigo stuffs. what should i do?

p/s: mom says: do you have any other course that you interested, other than this particular course?

damn diet

yesterday i get too irritated, may father kept scolding and nagging me for the same damn thing since we're in the chinese restaurant, on car, until we reached home.

reason: i eat too many spicy and fry stuffs, and cold stuffs as well, IN THE EXAM PERIOD.

i lost my patient and refute. the living hall eventually left with awkwardness.

things appeared in mess when it had been repeated for million times.

p/s: sorry for that, and i'll take note on my diet, anyway.

the end of the world?

on Sunday, May 22, 2011
what should i write today? any interesting stuff happen today? apparently NO, but why im here again? it become a routine lately =/

oh ya i remember, today should be a remembrance. according to rumor today would be the end of the world, but as i posted on facebook as my current status, nothing happen, everything still the same, life still going on, problems kept coming and brain twisting to solve all the shit up.

well, i don't think "the end" visit us that early. the only reason i trust would be the energy of sun completely finish and lead to ice age, the day without day time. 

anyway, just my personal opinion ;)



p/s: today proved that the bible isn't that accurate.

Deception point

on Friday, May 20, 2011
today has no exam for AS, but still i went to college to collect something and went to library to borrow some books in order to prepare my coming GP and Applied Math papers.

i went to the library with Priya and i can't find any of the GP books so at last we end up with this:


im going to read this book to improve my writting skill within a week although it's just a novel but i think it could help. but the thing is this book introduced by Priya and she said:

"this book is fucking interesting and Sai Kit you can't have any doubt on reading it! i'll borrow it for you!"

she looks even desperate than me LOL! i always a big laughter when she's oversaturating something haha! and when i start my first page, i said:

"omg, i think im going to finish it within 10 days"
"i finished it within 2 days."
"according to your level KID!"
"my eye stick on it until 4 o'clock in the morning, it's so damn interesting!"

and now, started the book and seriously, it's good. oh yeah, the author of this book is also the author of "The Da Vinci Code"- Dan Brown.

crying heart

on Wednesday, May 18, 2011
it's a movie's name, i downloaded it yesterday and watched it this morning. look for it for few year and finally found it.

in chinese, the name call "笨小孩". i think a lot of you had been heard about this movie. yes there's a song call the same name as that, but that is the song from that movie also.

anyway, this movie is a very sad movie, talking about a man who has the same IQ same a 6 years old kid. overall is a very miserable and *crying heart* movie.



but believe it or not, i've been thinking about this movie for quite some time, it gives me a lot of.. how to say? YES! FEELING! as in how, and what will you do if the same thing happen on you, or maybe people around you?

 i don't know how to express my feeling anymore, it's so complicated. the only thing i can do is:

send the most blessed to them who suffered from that.

p/s: 生活很不简单。我不是随便,随着心情说的,而是,生活真的很不简单。

happy b.day ah Gkee

on Monday, May 16, 2011
May is the craziest month ever, most of my friends are born in this month which means, i am facing crisis right now LOL

but well, is still very enlightening! xD we celebrate ah Gkee birthday straight after our A-level Chemistry exam. so, happy birthday to you again x)



and so, a belated mother's day & birthday to my grand ma, from her daughter- my mom. haha!

stay healthy my dear <3

talk about today's paper, overall still okay, hope the coming paper would be fine.

p/s: study mode hibernating.. help!!

Li-Fraumeni syndrome

googled about this disease, Li-Fraumeni syndrome. (LFS)


mutation occurred at the p53 gene. this p53 gene is a tumor suppressor gene that get rid of the mutated DNA and cells to avoid the mutated cells to divide. when this gene itself got mutated, p53 is malfunction and causing the efficiency of immune system drop drastically. several cancers can be found on the victim at once.


it's a... hereditary disease...





Yin happy b.day

on Saturday, May 14, 2011
AS third day, i din't update anything. overall, no special feeling. have no enough time to conduct 3 experiments, together with calculations stuff like that in only 2 hours, but i still barely finished it, thanks God. but then still got few of the calculations don't know how to do.

for today, my best friend's birthday, happy birthday to you Yin. i din't prepare any present for you just a short song. this song i learnt before the exam, still fresh, i mean, you're the first person listen to this, hope you like it haha x)



i din't sing because my voice was terribly bad, so, don't laugh at me, i made this at the midnight after revision, good night -.-

p/s: please don't talk about my hand i know it's so kinky! urgh :(

go for it!

on Wednesday, May 11, 2011
tomorrow will be the 3rd paper.

remember, no careless mistake.

read through all the works, tomorrow going to revise for several times.

do your best !

AS second day

on Tuesday, May 10, 2011
shot down bio practical.

get ready for chemistry practical!

do not leave any regret, do the best !

AS first day

on Monday, May 9, 2011
shot down pure math paper.

did so many careless mistakes and mood sunk to bottom.

i'm ready for the coming papers, i promised i wouldn't make any stupid mistake again.

for pure math.
.
p/s: i'll need this for quite some time.

daily advice

on Sunday, May 8, 2011
i get this as my today's advice.


i hope that's not real lol

tomorrow is the first day of AS examination, God bless me.

school bully case

went for the first class, both hand and neck so damn tired, but it's interesting, i'll do my best!

afternoon sis and i 踢毽子, so damn interesting. although both of us not really know how to play but we still had fun x)

during the night, surf nets for a moment. saw a very shocking news. again, school bully case. i saw their year of birth, 1998, meaning to say that they're just form one this year. form 1, they're so damn "powerful". compare to me, during form 1, sorry i lose, i am a lot weaker than you guys x)

saw few of the status saying that they're not involve in that particular bully case. please, it's hard to convince people where we can actually see you in that video. sad for you guys. 

p/s: 在校园无论你再怎么凶、霸道、有势力,出到社会你又能怎样?

insomnia

on Saturday, May 7, 2011
Saturday 3.07am, i'm still awake, maybe is because of the afternoon nap i took made me can't fall asleep. since the school started until today, is the first time i still feel so fresh during midnight lol

i choose a movie to watch to make my eye close since the sheeps can't help a lot hehe. starring by Dong Biao. what name again? oh it's “富贵开心鬼”. this movie, not bad. a short and simple love story in the movie so damn nice, personally feel that is quite innocense x)

unfortunately pps doesn't allow me to shot one photo from that scene -.- then i have no choice to google some photo. apologies for the copyright xD

that's the scene

i think my friend will scold me for watching movie during the exam eve lol.. now i can feel the nervousness.

p/s: someone calm me down ~

clone!

on Friday, May 6, 2011
that moment was a comfort, when i got a sms. she remember i got an exam very soon which is on next week, thanks anyway and i'll put the biggest effort on it.

well, i saw a CLONE at facebook, has the same name as me lol! 


surprising. Just put for fun, no offence :)

p/s: someone help me to activate study mode please, hibernating now. 

rain again

on Tuesday, May 3, 2011
freshmen all over the college today. welcome juniors haha xD

heavy rain early in the morning, and another heavy downpour when i'm on my way walking to Melati LRT station. almost get wet lol

this is the condition, at Masjid Jamek LRT, and during that time it was about 4.30pm


no light support, this is what we call the RAPID lrt.

emptiness

on Monday, May 2, 2011
i feel like missing something, lack of something, and that ''missing'' stuff made my current life so damn bored and dull..

the only thing accompanying me would be guitar and my 2nd instrument. hope Saturday comes faster.



p/s: Siwon's songs do cheer me up, it's my anti-depressant.

董骠

on Sunday, May 1, 2011
today watched two movies during the night. this is the actor who already passed away at 2005. his name is 董骠。

he was so famous since i am young, and i salute to his professionalism. almost all of his movie had aired on the TV, and i like to watchi his movie during that time.

富贵逼人,猛鬼佛跳墙 are the movies i watched.



p/s: 曾经的一段时光,你是我最敬佩的演员。一路好走。