echoes of the rainbow

on Friday, December 31, 2010
these few nights so emo, maybe because my school reopen very soon. today quite cool, dad do not have much jobs to do, nobody wants to repair or wash air conditional. dad was so worry, got a lot of money have to spend, and chinese new year is just around the corner, he, and my mom as well, face problems during CNY if the weather still remain cloudy and rainy.

before i sleep i watched a drama call ''echoes of the rainbow'' with my dad. the movie very touching, meaningful and inspiring. i tends to cry but i just can't, feel very touching only. although afterward i moved to my room to continue the movie since my dad wants to sleep already, there's empty, but tears doesn't drop so easily.




sometime feel want to cry, but, man cant cry! i got to be stronger, i got to study harder, i want to change my life, my don't want my family face any difficulties on financial, i want happiness, i can, i want, i hope i can stay forever with my dad, mom and sis, i love you.

p/s: worth to see, i feel the hurt deeply.

sudden attack

on Wednesday, December 29, 2010
actually i am not blogging today, until i saw something.

i am very very worry, please take good care of yourself.

i don't know what had actually happened on you, but seriously TAKE GOOD CARE

you're making the whole world worry about you.

necessary, find someone to talk to, REMEMBER !

presents

on Monday, December 27, 2010

my monday was just nice, go shopped with my mother and sister again LOL

they bought a lot of things, and i get a presents from my sister, it's SUB ! thanks a lot =)



p/s:
Quote of the day =)

BA 8th day

on Sunday, December 26, 2010
finally BA job comes to the end, and we had a lot of fun as well.

drink a lot, eat a lot, talk a lot, and somebody get scolded, hey ya cheer up, life is life, make it as colorful as you can !

there's suppose a picture with santa, but sadly my phone got problem, i snapped the picture but my phone did not save it, SWT

thankyou guys

p/s: at least there's a recall with nostalgia, which i didn't feel it at McD

BA 7th day

hohoho Merry Christmas to everyone.

today, nothing special, the only thing special is today is her last day. to leave a better memory as BA together, we took lunch at Pizza Hut, we enjoyed so much.

here comes the only picture captured [well, i combined all together]


once i reached home, as usual, went up to my room. i saw something which freak me out !!



i can't believe my eye, LOL !

p/s: thanks dad for the surprise + Christmas present <3

Christmas eve

on Saturday, December 25, 2010
hey, first of all, congratulations to my sister, she got 8A's in her PMR, well done =D

i get timetable for sem2, and it was so sucks! i dropped Physics, which i can't believe Thursday i am soooo free !! which means too free =.=


today is christmas eve, and i celebrate Christmas eve with my friends. we're doing steamboat and BBQ

seriously, so funny and enjoyable, i'll become a BBQ expert soon haha =D

 


 


thanks Snag for making this Christmas greeting pix to me,
i love it so much, thanks a lot <3
p/s: i am ''Ice'' in the pix

p/s: i am just doing ''bloom'' effects, not editing any face thinggie =/

good luck my dear sister

on Thursday, December 23, 2010
let me think what happen today.

oh ya, today is Winter Solstice Day. and mother plan to do steamboat for today dinner, successfully eventually =D forget to take a picture, so no picture today =x

3G with Wen for 45 minutes, chat chat chat, this month's bill for sure over budget again T-T

tomorrow is a important day for my sister, she is going to take her PMR result. she had been nervous for whole week, and she said she can't sleep tonight, she planned to PPS whole night until dawn. what i can do for her is just wish her a sentence : "good luck my dear".

p/s: i like to listen the sound produced by keyboard when people are typing rapidly on it <3

celebration

on Tuesday, December 21, 2010
this post i do it at 11.32pm, another 30 minutes Swee Mei legally become 18 year-old. so, i would like to say happy birthday to you first.

thanks to Chee Hoe [im not use to call you Bosco], he has done a very good job, applause.

if i really want to say, there is tons of things to talk about. but i am damn lazy today, i just post some photos before i end my post.








OH YA ! before i forget, i met Suet Ee again, with Lina and a boy, so, LINA! we have faith, as i told u earlier haha !!

p/s: everyone smile so happily, well, this will maintain, forever <3

Rest

i sit in front of computer for ten minutes and stare on blogspot, i have nothing to write, but i gotto write something, maybe blogging become part of my life routine.

just, so bored. dinner took on my own since my sister got somewhere to go, and my parents too. eventually, went to McD online and do my works, i got plenty of works to do.

well, met Suet Ee there, and her friend who i don't know, and her brother, as well as yin [ i dated her actually ;D ] So, she came and put some words on the hyper large b.day card, she said she conquered the whole card, and she wonder how CCC going to write his words on the next day. she smile so happily, a smiling face which had disappeared for quite a long time.

good to be smile =D, you've done an assignment which is about this kind of topic, it brings tons of advantages rite x)

give your life a slower pace, stop a while when you feel tired, just like what it do :

take a nap =)

p/s: even animals need rest, how about humans, agree? 

BA 6th day

on Monday, December 20, 2010
today my friends and i took lunch at Warung Santai in Tesco. when i was concentrate on something else, my friend put IT on my head and i was get shocked and they capture a photo of me immediately, LOL !

just put for fun ;D


today sales were so good, almost over 200 bottles PER flavor. but there are still a lot of stocks haven sold out, but i think Blackcurrant is getting familiar compare to last 2 weeks.

for dinner i took with Wen. we talked a lot, quite enjoying. both of you are taking care on each other, i knew that deeply, but thing passed quite a long time ago, why don't you guys give a chance to your own? maybe the problem isn't happen on me so i'll never understand, rite?

p/s: do people ever worry about me, except my parents? sometime it is something happy to smile of =)

BA 5th day

on Saturday, December 18, 2010
today comes a new member, BA for KitKat, and she comes with a very special hair colour :


oomg i love her wig soooo much, thanks her i ate a lot of kitkat's haha !!

a Japanese came to me and try out the blackcurrant. she is very pretty and polite, well, Japanese is polite all the time which is different with us LOL !

today sales were low, less customers but i still sold out all the stocks, because low stock level maaa =x

that's all for today, get a better result for tomorrow GOGOGO !!

p/s: i should take a picture with the pink wig since my friend requested though haha !

favorite movie

today is just peace, no story.

put a simple post about movie. so far i have only 4 movies that i love the most, SO FAR. 1st one, i posted, which is ''Wedding'',  korean movie. this time, isn't korean movie anymore, is a production of Hong Kong, all is love stories, simple and inspiring love story, i think so =D



left: 写意人生
right: 天幕下的恋人
down: 最美丽的第七天

saw a similarity right? ya, 3 of the movies are starring by Kevin Cheng. im not his fans, i just like his movies. 

i like these movies very long time ago, so today just put for fun. cya !

RAGS

on Thursday, December 16, 2010
went to Bangi today, as usual, with my mother and sister. quite easy to go, straight from Kesas highway.

after that, went to Fajar again, and finally made a decision to buy the RAGS trouser, one day working's pay used up, but it worth it =D



and bought a belt too =x

once reached home, fall asleep. weird dream, damn creepy, i can remember every single thing happen in the dream, but why ?

p/s: is it that i didn't wash my leg once i reached home and straight away go to sleep ?

Bangsa

went to Bangsa today with my mom and sister, we are driving Frontier and i am the driver :D love frontier so much <3

well, let's talk about Bangsa. we went there to collect cheque for my father, and we do not know how to go, this is a big problem. what's my father reply was "find it out you guys, bye!", i was like WTF !

but however, after lost for few times, we reached our destination, i took us 2 hours. if i am going to Port Dickson i am pretty sure i reached already LOL. i address Bangsa as "Gathering place for the rich.". Don't talk about the houses, only cars, at least Toyota Altis and Mazda is like a small chick, seriously. the people working there, or live there are so impolite, they look down of lower class, i can feel that when i talk to them.

i have 2 eyes, 2 legs and 2 hands, and you do. when we're dead we are still being put in the coffin so what's the difference?

tonight went to Connought Pasar Malam with Shin, Yin and Keat. quite enjoy, thx. =D



p/s: thanks Michelle for the key chains from Malacca <3

every time you fell down, you're growing up

on Tuesday, December 14, 2010
tonight's sky looks so peace, although with some black clouds floating, but i still able to see the moon and the stars shinning. there's not many stars, has only 3, but they're so shine. what a long time i didn't give myself some time to look at the beautiful sky.

who never face difficulties in their life? everybody do. got cheated? got bullied? got betrayed? never mind, assume them as a pleasant present given by them, always give yourself some place of improvement, always strengthen up yourself, stand up on your own from the place where you fall down.

no one can always help you, guide you, eventually you still got to be independent. scare of loneliness, everyone wants to get rid of it, but never bow to mix up with them which you're not willing so, just to make yourself not so lonely, more comfortable, at last you'll only hurt yourself.

i proud of myself, sometime. no friends to accompany? i take lunch on my own, i go to interview without any accompanier, study in a strange surrounding without even a friend who i know in the same class, and a lot more. do it on my own sometime even better than you're bringing someone, you can decide to do everything without any delays, wait people to agree, worry about other's feelings, RIDICULOUS !

i post this doesn't mean that i do not need friends, I DO. but i'll see which friend am i mixing with, seriously. maybe i am lucky, i seldom facing difficulties on friend issues, grateful to father God.

it's not nice, put for fun =x
p/s: every time you fell down, you're growing up. God bless you.

we are men !

too concentrate on something made me forget to post a post. i just summarize what had happened yesterday.

woke up early in the morning and went to hulu langat school of car wait for his exam. although the result not very good but at least you did your best.

after that went to Quan coffee house to take our lunch, and saw worker quarrel with boss, LOL !

head to Fajar to buy some stuffs, and went up to men's department to take a look on the clothes. found some which i like really much, jacket, shoe, trouser, shirt, GOSH, i gotto spend a lot then.

night time had a chat with my parents. from them i get knew of my cousin news. quite pity on his circumstances, hope everything will be just fine. (not convenient to talk about him). i has only one opinion for him:

emphasize on men only
as a man we should respect elders, brother sister mother father grandfather grandmother, at the same time we should also know what is good for ourself and not every time we have to listen to them, coward of problems, remain silent, seriously it can't solve everything. wanted to explode, go for it, every people has their own  temper and limit, you're not wrong.

tolerate all the time? you think you're so great? but people will just say you're a FOOL at the back !

REMEMBER THIS

*simply my opinion, those who's not agree with me just close the window.

p/s: i know he wouldn't read this, because he can't read English, i just hope that one day when i tell him this thing, he's able to receive it.

BA 4th day

on Sunday, December 12, 2010
today fresh section super duper cold, i almost get freeze. 

according to other BA, early in the morning, an auditor came to our outlet since 10am to check whether all other BA who suppose to reach on time do their pose well or not, but, she couldn't see them and get mad.

after scolded by the her(auditor), almost all BA said she is crazy, strict, chili girl and a lot more which is not good to address somebody like this. but when they told me the reason she scold them, i think the auditor was right. 

first of all, according to our law, we suppose to reach outlet 30 minutes before the time we start sampling. for example, let say if you start working at 12pm, u got to reach at 11.30am, and start sampling at 12pm. and they, fail to do it, that's y they got scolded.

for those who get caught by her, have to replace the time they'd late. and this is the main reason all the BA hate her. but she's just doing her pose, and she's right, nothing wrong. this is simply my opinions.

talk about today sales, IT WAS GREAT! all big bottles included orange and apple flavors are almost sold out. only orange flavor left 3 bottles. for my blackcurrant, big bottles are sold out wohoo !!

p/s: took in a lot today: nutrigen, yakult, yogurt drink, calciyum, ice cream, hot dog, yummmm ~ 

BA 3rd day

on Saturday, December 11, 2010
once i reached Tesco storage, i was standing in front of my cage and finding my booth. i opened the zip, WTF! why my blackcurrant booth become orange ??

i rang my supervisor and he asked me to use the ORANGE booth temporarily and he will let me know further action. well, orange booth is quite cute, small in size, easy to manage, and it is definitely smoother than my blackcurrant booth LOL!

i pushed the booth out, my friend was shocked laughed at me saying that ''purple become orange, muahahahaha !". what to do, it's true. i am promoting blackcurrant while i am using the orange booth, myself feel it's so ridiculous.

one hour later, supervisor rang me, and he called me to keep the booth back to the cage, and said i no need to use booth, just do it at the chiller. i suppose to feel unhappy, but, without booth is much more better, according to Al-Haji BA, and she's right. i can straight away go back home once i end my work without keeping anything back to the cage, save my time.

talk about today's sales, not really good. last week had a great responses from customers but no selling stock but today the selling stock is ready, but today's Tesco is FREAKING less people. i sold about 80 plus bottles of 1.5 litre and roughly 30 bottles of 355ml, and it considered low.

well, tomorrow will be better, come on tomorrow, i will hit you down TARGET!

*untitled*

the news is spreading everywhere, in facebook, in newspaper and even appears on tv news.

he is gone, let him go.
she is here, cheer her up.

nobody has fault, thats why they call love is blind.

however, only one thing i want to deliver: think twice before u do, something has no second chance.

talk about other, my whole 2 days, im doing my novel. editing and editing, and planned to key in all into computer and print it out at college cyber center when my SPUS school reopen. will be finish in few more months, i think.

p/s: there is not only love in our life, there're still some other else, chill !

recycle

on Wednesday, December 8, 2010
this morning once i woke up, sound of papers, vacuum and tons of mixture of sounds all around the house. i open my bedroom's door, WAR !

ohh, there are some works going on. my mother wants to clean the store room, pack all the unnecessary things and put into the recycle box near our house.

conclusion, my breakfast, took at 2pm in the afternoon =.=

4pm, went to my tuition teacher to help him out until 10pm. help him to do some simple works. the simplest works ever since i came out to work. and the pay is not bad too, for a simple work. and thanks him for the dinner.

p/s: my day wasn't wasted

reunion dinner

on Tuesday, December 7, 2010
this afternoon waited for uncle Chen for few hours, thought to have lunch with him but HE woke up at 2pm WTF! 5am only sleep of course sleep like pig la!

but however, we still went out to salon. he got a new hair cut, which is not bad, but ME, spoilt. no choice because of working. after that went to The Store to buy a shirt for my mommy's birthday. actually i owe her for 3 months already hehe. next, head to mcD to eat ice-cream. thought Yin and Shin were there but they aren't there.

tonight had a reunion dinner with aunty and uncle, not even try before during Chinese New Year, but today, first time in my life.

quite ok the dinner, but the simple dinner cost RM400 plus, LOL! and i drank a lot of beers, my aunty's faulth, force me to drink with her, but, not simple to ''knock'' me down dude haha!


p/s: don't open your mouth big when you see my new hair cut.

crash or crush ?

supervisor rang me this morning when i am still sleeping. he said he cant understand the report i sent to him via sms last night, and called me to repeat everything on phone. after the call ends, i see the sms which i sent to him last night, and i did not write anything wrongly, and i organised nicely for him already, but he still cant understand. he called me have to ''do the report like what you've done on phone'', and i am wondering, how am i going to do it, it's the same as what i've told you on phone, TOTALLY SAME. he gave me a problem.

but, that's just a small matter, forget it, no use to twist and turn on those unnecessary thing. tonight i went to temple near my house. it's been a month i never give a visit to that particular temple. i thought it will end around 9.30pm, but who knows it delayed until 11pm, my activity stuck. i am sorry.

between, i did not see the temple girl, damn sad, like wasting my time haha !! but she's one of my reason to pay a visit to there, serious speaking. but just simply wants to see her, i almost forget her face argh !

p/s: enjoying Seremban ''siu bao'' brought back by parents from Seremban, yummm ..

BA 2nd day

on Monday, December 6, 2010
talk about work also today, 9 hours at shopping mall of course got a lot to talk about it.

today's work getting better than yesterday, not that panic and i can handle well enough, give applause to myself. i went there 1 hour earlier again, to check all the things, and make myself got more time to set up the booth.

today got one more person to thanks again, his name? i don't know, quite sarcastic but i forget to ask for his name. thanks him for teaching me some other things, new knowledge. as i know, last time he was a supervisor, but since there's a lot of stress and he can't stand of it so he quited supervisor job, and become BA like us. according to him this is better for him, time is free LOL !

today took lunch with all my new friends, all Chinese and all are BA. part of them leave Tesco after this week and maybe head to another outlet but there's still few of them stay until the end of December. i am quite happy, in a short time, i made a lot of friends, and thanks to them, newbie like me wouldn't get lost, they're good hearted, as what i've seen so far.

at night around 7pm, another auditor came to me and asked a lot of weird questions. luckily i am still able to handle it. is a she, if i am not mistaken, she is the one i call to, to get this job (Nikki). quite happy too, because she praised me, hehe, as a new BA is quite good where i can answer all her questions. you'll work even more harder when there's someone concerning on your work and appreciate what you've done for the company. this came to me when she asked me ONE PARTICULAR question.

talk about today's sales, is quite good. reached target, for orange and apples, but not blackcurrant. blackcurrant is still out of stock. hopefully next week when i go back to there, the blackcurrant is there already.

p/s: peace, feel so good today.

BA 1st day

on Saturday, December 4, 2010
reached there 1 hour earlier, and get fooled like no body business when the HQ call me to walk out through the staff entrance, back to shopping complex lobby to photo state my IC and company's letter. and the 2 papers cost me 90 cent, WTF !

well, newbie is always like that i accept. but i am quite lucky, i met an aunty, which is from the same BA office, she helped me out a lot, seriously thanks her very much or else i am dead.

got a very funny joke too. when i walk to the selling floor, there has no the items which i promoted on, WTF for the 2nd time. a lot of the customers asked me the same question:"boy, you are promoting this drink but why you guys do not have selling stocks of it?", i just putar belit and gave some stupid excuses. hopefully this problem would be settle by tomorrow.

around 2pm plus, a woman came to me and ask a lot of questions. from that i guessed she is the auditor and i get correct. she said everything is just fine, only the fringe is a little bit long. She said i am not necessary to cut it but just to gel up. warm-blooded animal. x) but i think i'll will just cut on rest day, easier for me. hopefully she din't cut me ''elaun''

tired, but happy, new experiences, and now i know how Tesco works at the back, the storage is freaking big, seriously. and get a lot good feedbacks from customer and all of them want for it but i am so sorry about it, it's OOS.

work hard tomorrow GOGOGO !!

Tropicana Blackcurrant

on Friday, December 3, 2010
product training finished, and tomorrow is an important day. i got my uniform today, it look quite nice already compare to other working polos.




quite nervous now, i still got a lot of things haven clear about it, so tomorrow i plan to go 1 hour earlier to check everything, stocks, mailer etc. Good luck for me !!

p/s: it's Tropicana Blackcurrant

if it's yours, that's yours

got a story to share today.

the boy and the girl is best friend. they share their secrets and games all the time. one day, the boy tell the girl his family and he will move to Bei Jing soon due to his father occupation. they promise they will keep in touch by writing letters to each other, and they will meet up when the time comes.

before the boy leave Bei Jing, the girl put a necklace into the boy's pencil case without his notice. and finally, the boy moved to Bei Jing. when they seperate, he is 11 years old while she is 9 years old.

every time, in the letter the boy will tell the girl about Bei Jing, every place he visited all around Bei Jing he will write in detail. in one of his letter, the boy told the girl he carve her name on a tree, at xxx garden. and the girl feel so warm.

after the leave of the boy, she became introvert. she seldom talk, but she do concentrate on her study. she promised on herself that she have to work very hard in order to get into a university, Bei Jing University. 

4 years later, she had been finished her study, and she visited to every place that the boy wrote in the letters. but however, they loss their connection, they stop writing to each other, since two years ago. but the girl kept her promise, get into Bei Jing University, and foot stepped on every places he visited. 

the last destination, the xxx garden. there is a lake with few swans on it, so calm. she walk slowly around the garden, and she is then sat on a bench. she look around, and she accidentally saw some small craves on a huge old tree. when she get nearer, she cried. her name was there. but, its been a past tense in her life.

after that, in the following years, she had few relationship with few men, but eventually end up sadly. finally, in the next two years, she married to a guy, who hold a pose of manager in a financial company. they having a very happy life. after 3 years, she got pregnant, and a baby is born. of course, her husband was so happy on this.

when they reached home, her husband look around for a old box. finally, he found. he open the old box, and took out a necklace. she saw that necklace, and she was so surprise, because the necklace is her necklace which had given to him. she asked her husband with a very unstable mood, WHERE YOU GET THIS, WHEN YOU GET THIS, AND HOW YOU GET THIS? her husband just give her a smile, and call her to calm down.

he said he forget where he get this necklace, and this necklace is quite a long time ago, i found it in this old box, and he did not touch it until today, but what so special about it? She remain silence. and her husband continue his conversation, i don't know where and how it come from because when i was 17 year old i met an accident, and doctor said I've lost part of my memory, especially age of 7-15. 

she looked at him. after few seconds, she hug him and cried on his shoulder.

p/s: understand about the title now? thanks for your patience.   

lub dup lub dup

on Wednesday, December 1, 2010
wait for whole long day, finally the lady who incharge for our trainning yesterday finally call me this afternoon around 6pm.

firstly i thought the job is gone and plan to find again for a new job, but lucikly she called me, pheww .. my hearbeats were like ''lub dup lub dup'' non-stop.

however, for sure i get that job and start working this weekend. Friday early in the morning i have to wake up early and drive to Old Klang Road to attend the product training. i am responsible for the Tropicana Blackcurrent drinks, if i am not mistaken.

GOGOGO !! do your best !!

p/s: quite nervous actually xD

Brand ambassador

on Tuesday, November 30, 2010
today went for the brand ambassador(BA) training, it took me 4-5 hours to complete the training.

it is actually quite a simple training, sit there and listen all the craps, took an exam, play a ''role play''. not bad, quite fun, but it's quite bored too because i am alone where the other people come in 2 to 3. but however, the training is over, tomorrow the people in charge will give us a call to go for the product(promoting on) training, hope everything goes well.

OH SNAP! DO I GAVE MY CONTACT NO. WRONGLY? OMG! but i wrote my house no. too, i think they will able to contact me if i really wrote wrongly, chill myself ;D

p/s: pity my mother and sister ''lepak'' at The Pearl Point during i am training, thanks so much <3

formal look

on Monday, November 29, 2010
yesterday midnight surfing asiaparttime.com to look for a job. found 1, promoter at hypermarket. this morning call to the people in charge, and tomorrow i am going for the training session. i am not sure i am in or just an interview, but i just go and take a look.

wearing attire:
  1. formal wear
  2. plain shirt with no design, spots and stripes.
  3. a tie, females are not necessary [ color is up to you ]
  4. black slack.
  5. black shoe
and this is the product, tadaaa 


According to the people in charge Nikki, they are still looking for promoters, both permanent and part time.

however, i'll do my best tomorrow! i don't want to stay at home the whole holiday, i want to get some experiences to ''level up'' myself, gogogo !

p/s: the picture looks so weird -.-

Job Rejected

on Sunday, November 28, 2010
unexpected accident happened. Morning went to Mc Donald to interview, and Abang Khairul said Mc Donald changed their system, and they [Pandan Mewah] not really want to hire Chinese. [i am not sure it's McD or Pandan Mewah McD]

  1. hair, you have to cut your hair as short as possible although you're with hat. 
  2. no''siben'' present.
  3. have to work at least 6 months in order to activate your name. [wtf?]
no wonder he call me to come for the interview, i think this the things he wanted to tell me.

i am just a part timer, and i asked for a part time job. 6 months, consider a part time job? i'm quite headache right now. what job should i look for now? December is just few more days, i have no more time. but which job is actually hire just a 1 month part-timer? i am facing difficulties during CNY if i don't work now.

people getting troublesome during growing phase.

toughest moment

afternoon around 3.30pm went for a drink with JY and Violet at Secret Recipe, it's been a long time we didn't have a proper chat, quite happy.


night, took dinner at father's friend food stall. dishes are quite nice, skill improved. we had a chat, which is regarding to my mother's problem. this problem up-setting her. but she getting better after a long chat at the food stall.

that food stall reminds me the most sad moment. back to few years ago, there's been a quarell with my father, such that the eruption and volcano happen at the same time. He scolded me a sentence. the sentence made my tears drop non-stop, like im going to flood the food stall.

i can't control my emotion, don't know why. i escaped to the toilet, and the tears do not feel like stopping. and my mother walked towards me, and gave me a hug. i wet her shoulder, and crying with sound, sadly.

we walked back to our table, i just can't look at him, or else i'll lose my control, my emotion is swinging. THAT sentence hurt me deeply. but i am very sure i forgived him, but i just can't forget it, it's like a scar, never dissappear from the skin.

it's not a sin for a man to cry right? i tried to control but i failed.

music

on Friday, November 26, 2010
playing keyboard, ''Fur Elise'', i like this song, so classic, and im putting effort on it.

playing guitar, ''My Song'', i like this song, so inspiring, play it when moodless.

this morning i look at my phone, 10 numbers displayed on my phone. i glanced on it, for 30 minutes, should i call him? finally, i called. and, i am going back to McD to work during this 1 month holiday.

after that, i glanced on another 10 numbers, for another 30 minutes. eventually, i called. and i am going to teach tuition for standard 5 and 6 Science and Math at a tuition centre. start on January. this job i considered for about 4 months plus, i do not have gut to teach students. 1st reason, i scared i will affect my study. 2nd reason, i worry they cannot understand what am i talking in front. 3rdly, i scared i can't manage my time well enough.

this really tortured me because i'm so chicken. seriusly, all in a sudden, i thought of something, a sentence i wrote on my blog lately. that is why i brave up myself, and accept this challenge. I CAN DO WELL BELIEVE ME !

that is the firstly story, 2nd story is, hmm a short story.

i am thinking, when im small, if my parents economically able to let me learn piano, i am pretty sure i can do it very well, and i will do whatever i have to achieve it. but life is reality, i can't ever persue this career, it can only be my hobby the whole life, it's too late.

i don't know how to read those piano sheets, but im going to learn, VERY HARD. although it can only be my hobby, but i will make it as the sharpest knife among all the knives i have.

i can do it.

p/s: we should have a target from now, although it is kinda late, but, without it, what's your life worth of?

book fair

went to book fair in The Mines Wonderland with Shin, we reached The Mines around 3.30pm, quite late because of a small accident happened and luckily no one i is hurt.

however, we successfully reached there and scanned the book fair. can't believe Shin bought 6 novels, and it worth it, 6 novels only for RM 150++, of course after discount, really cheap. but the most important thing is the author is 九把刀, AWESOME!

Since im not really like to read novel, i bought only one which is about philosophy, i like this kind of books though <3

well, quite enjoy. today is too ''interesting'', but is an experience too.

p/s: drive carefully, don't ever think u can control everything on the road, accident has no smell.

Relieved

on Tuesday, November 23, 2010
today im very happy, few problems settled just in 2 hours. speech starts.

firstly, thx to my buddy Ivy Yin, she has done a very good pose, which is a good listener and adviser, u helped me to settle my works, thx.

secondly, thx to my parents for the advises, i felt so comfortable, sincerely fpr helping me to settle the conflict between my friend and I. ya, i should'nt be so childish and immatured, i should think about other people's situation. maybe he had a fight with his parents which I don't know and he doesn't know how to tell us.

I'm so sorry for being so silly.

thirdly, thx to Wen for giving such a big effort on promoting those works for me, i apologies for the inconvenience.

i feel thousand comfortable, and grateful for the presence of all of them on giving me a hand when i need them, thx, sincerely.

p/s: listening to Ryu Siwon's songs. =D

problematic night

on Monday, November 22, 2010
tonight's mood spoilt, i'm totally up-set tonight.

i write and erase, repeated for few times. i don't know whether i should or shouldn't write this. at last, this is the product.

it suppose to be a wonderful plan and trip, because of a call, it became mess. a lot of problems made behind.

im not mad abt the absence of you, i just cannot understand why you want to call your mother to call me? do you know what it means?

YES , I DON'T LIKE IT! I DEFINITELY DON'T LIKE IT! IT'S NOT THE WAY OF A 18 YEAR-OLD PERSON SOLVE A PROBLEM! IT'S NOT MATURED AT ALL!

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!

Dream

Sunday, as usual, done some revisions with Mr Frank Chen. im currently thinking of the job during holiday. because of a call, i gotto wait for one more week, if there is still no any results or news, im officially start my work next week at old place, if there has a slot.

the following i'll use chinese in order to make it easier for me.

今晚想了一下,有点感触。谁会没有梦想,每个人都有。谁不想完成梦想,每个人都要。但是因为某些个人因素而不得不想现实低头。

梦想是现实,但也需要些坚持和勇气。我,会努力变成这样的人。

加油吧,世杰!

movie

on Friday, November 19, 2010
went to have a movie ''Unstoppable'' with my friends Gordon, Nicole, Ying Hao and Thanesh. we had lunch together at gasonline in Time Square too.

we shopped for a while and caught some photo before they go back to Sarawak ;D

around 6.30pm reach college and we enjoy the musical concert in the college hall organised by SWC. my friend Canris participated in the concert too, gladly to say =D

conclusion, i had a very nice and happy day before my working days get start, thx guys !



Beethoven Virus

on Thursday, November 18, 2010
today started a Korean drama series, an old drama actually, which is ''Beethoven Virus''.

the passion of classical music is back to me, it burnt me up, haha!

well, i list this drama in one of my favourite movie =D



爷爷

today's talk about my passed away grandpa. i have no lot details about him, and i don't know him very well too, because he had passed away at the 7th day when i've borned.

according to my mother, grandpa hug me once, when i don't even able to open my eye. my grandpa is a politician who took a role in MCA last time, and he's quite a well-known person.

according to my father, grandpa is a very nice person, and take care of his family very well, and he treat my father, and our whole family very well, he loves us more than everyone. but after his death, there is too much of nightmares, which i cant write it here.

but however, there's still a lot of stories about him, and, i keep them as my private, my own stories. =)

i got few of his photo, but, it's just photo. i wish i can hug him, i can touch him, i can kiss him, i can hang out with him, i can buy some shirts for him, i can enjoy some nice foods with him, sing with him, and he can listen to me while im playing my guitar.

although i nvr see him before, but there is still a feeling, i miss him, i hope i can see him, listen to his voice. it's, unexplainable. im welcome, if he could give me a visit in my dream, dearest granpa.

new comer

on Wednesday, November 17, 2010
had a very enjoying afternoon with Wen today. we played xdo at cc at TBR and we're so crazy and busy playing xdo [chinese version]. it's really enjoying.

next, welcome my new comer which actually borrowed from my cousin PERMANANTLY, according to what he said to me hahaha. <3

say welcome to new comer =D


DULL

on Monday, November 15, 2010
today was so dull, no activity, meaningless.

but it's ok, i got my guitar, it accompany me for the whole day <3 luckily got you, or else ...

get a photo while surfing net, let see ;D


p/s: simply a joke

My Song

on Sunday, November 14, 2010
Happy birthday Ms Elaine. and we had a nice dinner together too. dinner, took at a vegetarian restaurant, not bad those dishes, but the drink ...


play cards and nami at Yin's house. quite crazy we guys, laughing non-stop until Yin's mom says later neighbour call 999 haha!

after reached home, search for a new guitar tabs, song's name: ''my song'', it's a song from ''Angel Beats''. i love this song very much, goona be crazy about it for a long time.

well, im trainning actually, quit now.

i cant afford it, but do give me some time

on Saturday, November 13, 2010
flu, headache, cough = stay at home the whole day, even skip college.

watched anime named ''Angel Beats''. a very nice anime, and quite hard to understand this anime. it's a very meaningful story which talk about human's life, hmm maybe not really life, you gotto watch it, it's only 13 episodes and 25 minutes each episodes, and it's worth it.

i learned a lot from that story. everyone has their difficulties on their life, and maybe is a nightmare. even after you died, you cant fulfill your dream because of the reality of the life, which slowly made you feel that God is a joke, which not really bless people, but ruin a innocence person's life. and slowly, again, you work against The God.

to the people in future:
the people i care about, i cant afford the sadness when you leave me. it's hard, i know, to walk out from the darkness, but do give me some time. i will stand up, wipe the tears accumulated in my eyes and continue my steps toward the unknown. if u really need to leave me, dont worry about me, i will take care of myself, and treat myself nicely. GO, go peacefully, i'll be tough at here for you all the time.

right handed, but right brained

on Friday, November 12, 2010
bio tutor gave us a quiz to determine whether u are left brained or right brained. everyone knows that left handed usually work out using right brain, and vice versa.

left brained: an analytic person, more to scientific, and other knowledge which is thoeritically distributed, more to research, such as scientist, doctor etc.

right brained: an artistic person, more to imagination, art, daydreaming to work out something, more to design, such as designer, architech etc.

regarding to my result, it shows 9A11B out of 20 questions.

more A = left brained
more B = right brained

conclusion: although im right handed, but im right brained. and the result is quite accurate as a right brained person. always check it out through the nets.

p/s: flu flu go away come another day ~

im back

on Thursday, November 11, 2010
i had made a conclusion, and a promise, i will do well during my AS and A2 exam. i started my revision now, i dont believe if i start from now, and what i've paid out now, i couldn't get the result i suppose to get. YOU, watch-out!

get it from facebook, a quiz, and this is the result. it's quite accurate, with no doubt.

'' B型人~~ 有你在的地方一定有欢笑,你善良,调皮,任性,霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动,但实际内心深处,你有些自卑而自负,你希望自己能把事情做到最好,你很在乎别人对你的评价,你的性格像小孩,单纯直接,情绪化,喜怒哀乐写在脸上,你没有心机,但也缺少些自我保护的能力,你表面看来很容易相处,但想要走进你的内心世界其实并不容易,你需要人家的鼓励,包容,宠爱和肯定,其实你也常常自我反省,你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美,但你似乎没那个毅力,所以你的情绪变化无常,一定是被这些因素困扰的。''

apology

on Tuesday, November 9, 2010
im sorry i cant retain my scholarship.

their dissapoinment i can see through their eyes.

i will do it better on the real exam, AS n A2, but how about the fees? im sunk.

*shut*

on Monday, November 8, 2010
im in a bad mood.

don't feel like talking today.

i need some time to calm myself down.

The Chem

is the 1st keyboard lesson my sister attended, she looks happy on learning a new music instrument, and continue your hardwork!

had a ''CHEM'' day with Mr Frank Chen, we done only 50 MCQ in 2 hours ROFL! in real exam we suppose to finish 40 questions ALL BY OWN in 1 HOUR but seems it need some time. xD

currently my stomach is quite uncomfortable, i shouldn't eat the chocolate sundae, my stomach SPOILT!

a small joke before sleep, night =)

my Saturday

on Sunday, November 7, 2010
Went to Tanjung Sepat and Morib located in Selangor. my father took all of us to there since we requested so many times. although there is not as nice as i think, but i am damn satisfied because i BEEN to beach this year, thx papa!






 
night, watch the last episode of ''Wedding'' for the 2nd time. just never feel bored to keep watching it, it just soooo nice.

i am very happy today, seriously.

p/s: the only repentant is the beach is not a true beach, can u understand?

inspiring night

on Friday, November 5, 2010
had a great morning with mami and sister. we went to time square to look for our ''prey''. don't misunderstand, the ''prey'' refer to ''clothes, shoes... '' , and 3 of us spent the half day there, and we enjoyed the moment we shopped together. and officially, i BROKE, again =(

p/s: i bought 2 shirts and 1 bag, i just loveeee it sooooo much <3

evening, get a call from my father, an accident happened on his worker. due to some reason, and after discussion, my father pay a compensate of RM450. he doesn't looks happy today, and i'm just feel sorry for him, but, CHEER UP, life need some excitement or else our life is too dull, rite ;D

night, went out to have a chat with my friends. nothin special, just, i have something to mention again.

'' if we're  not at the same way, and faith doesn't exist among us, let's end the faith here. Don't suffer yourself, and nobody is going to pity, or even sad for you.''

do you understand? so, cheer up GIRL !

4th day

A-level internal exam officially ended. today's biology test, i did not left any question blank, fill up all with non-sense. hope those non-senses correct.

after exam, head to Pav Red Box Plus with 9 people, include me, in total of 10. all the 9 persons were my classmates. we had fun, a wonderful ''after exam'' moment.

i can't believe that 9 of them, at least 7 have a very nice voice! it's really nice and i just can't believe my ear. i din't mean to show any sarcaism to any of them, just sooo suprise! we should hang out more, TO SING, and next time we can maybe go for a group singing competition HAHA! but sadly they don't sing in the class LOL!



night, officially, again, finished my favourite korean drama ''wedding''. OMG, i just soooooo LOVE that movie soooooo much. although there is tons of sad elements but i just don't know why, personally like it very much.

I LOVE YOU ''WEDDING'' !

所谓的结婚,
是离开父母后,
跟自己的另一半站在同一边,
成为一体。
拥有不同过去的两个人相遇,
然后两个人一起重新创造两个人,
新的未来。

picked from ''Wedding''. i love this phrase. <3

p/s: i can'r believe Angel knows how to read Korea words. o.o