my life has never be such terrific. everything should run in a correct pace and orbit but it seems pretty screwed up.
see, what goona happen tomorrow.
oh god I HATE IT!
misery, 29th of November
i don't know, maybe today is a bad day, none of us are happy today.
an emergency pops out,
an obstacle blocked 'friendship' from keep going.
challenging, challenging,
what would it be, how would us be?
wonder if we could get through this bloody obstacle,
kick its ass out of our life,
that would be a deeper and higher level of our relationship.
its an evolution,
one more step towards the path of light.
wonder if that day would come.
best thing
on Tuesday, November 29, 2011
you know when is the best moment?
that's when you chatting with your friends no matter what way you use like skype, msn, facebook chatbox, the best thing is when they are making you laugh and smile even in a cute kind of sarcastic way, in my own opinion, that's really delighting me.
there's no regret for being you guys' friend and you guys willing to be my friend.
p/s: friend is not about quantity but quality indeed.
that's when you chatting with your friends no matter what way you use like skype, msn, facebook chatbox, the best thing is when they are making you laugh and smile even in a cute kind of sarcastic way, in my own opinion, that's really delighting me.
there's no regret for being you guys' friend and you guys willing to be my friend.
p/s: friend is not about quantity but quality indeed.
GOT HIRED
on Sunday, November 27, 2011
finally, hard works do pay out.
I GOT HIRED!
burdens are lighter compare to last few days, i have no reason for not worrying, money kept going but nothing coming in, even flies felt my wallet was stink.
i'm so relieved right now.
so, grab tight your opportunity, do your best on 1st December 2011!
I GOT HIRED!
burdens are lighter compare to last few days, i have no reason for not worrying, money kept going but nothing coming in, even flies felt my wallet was stink.
i'm so relieved right now.
so, grab tight your opportunity, do your best on 1st December 2011!
24th of november
on Thursday, November 24, 2011
sometime you feel like typing something, but you don't know what should you type.
actually today nothing special happen, but something bothered me, quite a lot. something goes wrong and now i'm so glad that i eventually set myself A LITTLE BIT free.
i've been too serious these days and sometime i felt that i gave them pressure. why must i be like that? i don't know, i'm born in that way and that's God's wish. sometime thing doesn't seems that serious and i made it like that, maybe disagreements lead me that way, that was killing!
i just finished my exams and apparently most of them are enjoying while i'm so busy looking for job. i have few interviews in a row before i finish and exams and currently i went to few interviews, now i'm waiting for the feedback. you know what they tell me, stop doing this, at least give yourself a short period of rest, you always in a hurry and stop rushing yourself, you're too panic for everything!
do i have any choice, there's too many things to consider, they comfort me with their words and i appreciated that but i don't want to leave myself unplanned, maybe there's always something out of our planning but there's far more things for me to learn, i'm still learning like how baby learns to crawl!
here some tips for me:
a) relax, there's always an alternative.
b) chill, things aren't going that bad.
c) what up? stop measuring so hard on yourself.
d) confront, it always help you get out from dilemma.
e) don't worry, there's always family and best friends for you.
f) why don't you go without any plan, just go ahead with what you thought of!
f) stay cool and don't worry about your life, go.with.where.it.leads.you.
not a hard quest though, keep walking, don't stop.
actually today nothing special happen, but something bothered me, quite a lot. something goes wrong and now i'm so glad that i eventually set myself A LITTLE BIT free.
i've been too serious these days and sometime i felt that i gave them pressure. why must i be like that? i don't know, i'm born in that way and that's God's wish. sometime thing doesn't seems that serious and i made it like that, maybe disagreements lead me that way, that was killing!
i just finished my exams and apparently most of them are enjoying while i'm so busy looking for job. i have few interviews in a row before i finish and exams and currently i went to few interviews, now i'm waiting for the feedback. you know what they tell me, stop doing this, at least give yourself a short period of rest, you always in a hurry and stop rushing yourself, you're too panic for everything!
do i have any choice, there's too many things to consider, they comfort me with their words and i appreciated that but i don't want to leave myself unplanned, maybe there's always something out of our planning but there's far more things for me to learn, i'm still learning like how baby learns to crawl!
here some tips for me:
a) relax, there's always an alternative.
b) chill, things aren't going that bad.
c) what up? stop measuring so hard on yourself.
d) confront, it always help you get out from dilemma.
e) don't worry, there's always family and best friends for you.
f) why don't you go without any plan, just go ahead with what you thought of!
f) stay cool and don't worry about your life, go.with.where.it.leads.you.
not a hard quest though, keep walking, don't stop.
12 hours
on Sunday, November 20, 2011
that's what i call a person free from jail.
went to Levain to take our brunch, and celebrated Elaine's belated birthday, thanks them for postponed it for me, until i end my exam. the only part where i felt a little bit wasted was Yin and Shin couldn't make it, but still hope next time you guys able to join us!
then, nothing to do actually until night. during the time interval, i mean afternoon, i played X-Box with them at Yean's house. that was really fun since there's the first time i play such game where the ''machine'' can actually detect my body, and and, urgh hard to explain, if you have a chance, pay off everything to try it out!
and then, the climax of the day, MPO time!!! thanks Yean for buying me a very cheap ticket at first, and of course a very nice seat where i can see those performers play the music. oh yeah, i din't mention who did go with me, Yean! Elaine! Chee Hoe!
and before MPO, we took dinner at Chinoz the Park. had a very nice dinner, and million thanks to Yean!
after MPO ended, stomach hungry again. so we decided went to Yean's Father's food court to eat. so, guess what, her father spent us for our supper, seriously, quite awkward la, but thanks anyway!
talk about MPO, that was so bloody nice, i just like it, worth to pay to watch them play those impressive musics! thumbs up!
p/s: i had a lot of fun, in 12 hours, thank guys!
went to Levain to take our brunch, and celebrated Elaine's belated birthday, thanks them for postponed it for me, until i end my exam. the only part where i felt a little bit wasted was Yin and Shin couldn't make it, but still hope next time you guys able to join us!
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| put for fun, i like our natural way haha, thank our photographer Qiang! |
then, nothing to do actually until night. during the time interval, i mean afternoon, i played X-Box with them at Yean's house. that was really fun since there's the first time i play such game where the ''machine'' can actually detect my body, and and, urgh hard to explain, if you have a chance, pay off everything to try it out!
and then, the climax of the day, MPO time!!! thanks Yean for buying me a very cheap ticket at first, and of course a very nice seat where i can see those performers play the music. oh yeah, i din't mention who did go with me, Yean! Elaine! Chee Hoe!
and before MPO, we took dinner at Chinoz the Park. had a very nice dinner, and million thanks to Yean!
after MPO ended, stomach hungry again. so we decided went to Yean's Father's food court to eat. so, guess what, her father spent us for our supper, seriously, quite awkward la, but thanks anyway!
talk about MPO, that was so bloody nice, i just like it, worth to pay to watch them play those impressive musics! thumbs up!
p/s: i had a lot of fun, in 12 hours, thank guys!
T.G.I Friday
on Saturday, November 19, 2011
finally, what a relieving day, a-levels, OFFICIALLY ENDED!!!
oh yeah, before that, early in the morning we gave Zarrah the present. not really a celebration, just some simple cupcakes, that's the best we can do for her actually, hope she'll like it.
to celebrate this big day, i went out with my friends. at first took breakfast at Kuchai Lama, the wantan mee recommended by Ka Seng was really good, i quite sure i'll go again :)
and then, head to Leisure mall, what else, for neway of course! phlegm was stuck at the middle of my throat months ago and now i finally get rid of it. seriously, i had a lot of fun!
p/s: that's what i call it T.G.I. Friday, specially for today's Friday.
oh yeah, before that, early in the morning we gave Zarrah the present. not really a celebration, just some simple cupcakes, that's the best we can do for her actually, hope she'll like it.
to celebrate this big day, i went out with my friends. at first took breakfast at Kuchai Lama, the wantan mee recommended by Ka Seng was really good, i quite sure i'll go again :)
and then, head to Leisure mall, what else, for neway of course! phlegm was stuck at the middle of my throat months ago and now i finally get rid of it. seriously, i had a lot of fun!
p/s: that's what i call it T.G.I. Friday, specially for today's Friday.
a plan for Zarrah *censored*
on Thursday, November 17, 2011
MAGIC! 17th of November right now, and 1 day before my last paper which is biology paper 5! gosh i'm going to finish my A-levels soon!!! for my friend who dropped biology, NOW THEY OFFICIALLY ENDED A2 EXAMINATION!! congrats them but soon, will be my turn!!
this friday suppose to attend SPUS farewell party but sadly, they cancelled everything due to some some some some reasons which i don't know. so thanks Priya for telling me again :)
and so 16th nov. was Zarrah's birthday. that reminds me of my birthday where she actually made a cake for me. but now is her birthday and i just send her a happy birthday message? i kind of feel guilty. so, here's the plan.
*censored*
fine, friday Priya, Ka Seng and i will have a surprise for her, not a big 1 at least a surprise.
p/s: mentioned quite a lot of dates cuz' blogger's date was kind of screwed.
this friday suppose to attend SPUS farewell party but sadly, they cancelled everything due to some some some some reasons which i don't know. so thanks Priya for telling me again :)
and so 16th nov. was Zarrah's birthday. that reminds me of my birthday where she actually made a cake for me. but now is her birthday and i just send her a happy birthday message? i kind of feel guilty. so, here's the plan.
*censored*
fine, friday Priya, Ka Seng and i will have a surprise for her, not a big 1 at least a surprise.
p/s: mentioned quite a lot of dates cuz' blogger's date was kind of screwed.
11th of november
on Saturday, November 12, 2011
2 days ago i went to Priya's home to take the whole 6 seasons of ''How I Met Your Mother'' series, that was awesome and so damn hilarious!
and you know, that comedy taught me a lot of things. something hard to talk about but you'll truly understand and agree with it, all the things should work in that way, supposingly.
that's how a relationship should be, and it can be really sweet.
and that's how a friendship should be, and it can be fight and noisiness around, the most important thing is to confront it, well, maybe what i had written here is hard to understand but, i, well, you know..
i never leave my parent since i was born, and i am being protected all the time. i'm kind of curious about my life when i leave my parent and live on my own. i know that is a insane and crazy idea for a person who does not has any economical support and zero employment state to say that but i am really looking forward to it.
can't stop thinking how will it be when i am going to live with my best friends, how crazy we can be, get down to a pub and talk about our day, complain about our lecturers and maybe boss, watch sport games together and shout like a douche, celebrate our birthday with a party hat on our head, oh yeah oh yeah and i can't leave this out, celebrate festivals together, CNY, Christmas, oh god that can be insanely awesome, insanely a good idea, overall!!
i know it's not easy, but i hope eventually one day, maybe when i started my real job, and i'm given a chance to try this out, i most probably going to call Priya and Ka Seng to join me, rent a condo, or an apartment, talk about the decorations in our new home, where to put the 48' LED TV, woaow, what type of couch are we getting, making few DIY lamps for our hall, what kind of paintings going to put on the wall, and what kind of plants should we put at the balcony, that will be incredibly wonderful, amazing, and, and, AWESOME, AGAIN, YEAH!
we should work it out guys, after A-levels, that shouldn't be the end, that's a lot more than that, right!
oh yeah, com'on, hypothetical five !!!
and you know, that comedy taught me a lot of things. something hard to talk about but you'll truly understand and agree with it, all the things should work in that way, supposingly.
that's how a relationship should be, and it can be really sweet.
and that's how a friendship should be, and it can be fight and noisiness around, the most important thing is to confront it, well, maybe what i had written here is hard to understand but, i, well, you know..
i never leave my parent since i was born, and i am being protected all the time. i'm kind of curious about my life when i leave my parent and live on my own. i know that is a insane and crazy idea for a person who does not has any economical support and zero employment state to say that but i am really looking forward to it.
can't stop thinking how will it be when i am going to live with my best friends, how crazy we can be, get down to a pub and talk about our day, complain about our lecturers and maybe boss, watch sport games together and shout like a douche, celebrate our birthday with a party hat on our head, oh yeah oh yeah and i can't leave this out, celebrate festivals together, CNY, Christmas, oh god that can be insanely awesome, insanely a good idea, overall!!
i know it's not easy, but i hope eventually one day, maybe when i started my real job, and i'm given a chance to try this out, i most probably going to call Priya and Ka Seng to join me, rent a condo, or an apartment, talk about the decorations in our new home, where to put the 48' LED TV, woaow, what type of couch are we getting, making few DIY lamps for our hall, what kind of paintings going to put on the wall, and what kind of plants should we put at the balcony, that will be incredibly wonderful, amazing, and, and, AWESOME, AGAIN, YEAH!
we should work it out guys, after A-levels, that shouldn't be the end, that's a lot more than that, right!
oh yeah, com'on, hypothetical five !!!
10th of november
on Friday, November 11, 2011
look, it's been a long time i never come here. wait, last week i had been here, owh sorry something caught my nerve these days.
so, 2 days ago, no, yesterday was our chemistry exam. guess what, well, terrible. i don't know what should i say anymore, i just want the time passes as fast as possible in the exam, i don't know why stop asking jerks! i know it's like i'm going to give up but NO WAY! I'M JUST GET TOO TIRED OF IT!
2 more papers, i will get through it!
when i'm sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead, true story! GODDAMMIT I LOVE THIS LINE!
good night!
so, 2 days ago, no, yesterday was our chemistry exam. guess what, well, terrible. i don't know what should i say anymore, i just want the time passes as fast as possible in the exam, i don't know why stop asking jerks! i know it's like i'm going to give up but NO WAY! I'M JUST GET TOO TIRED OF IT!
2 more papers, i will get through it!
when i'm sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead, true story! GODDAMMIT I LOVE THIS LINE!
good night!
you'll see !!
on Wednesday, November 2, 2011
the pain on shoulder getting worse. every morning once i open my eyes and try to move my head, my shoulder and neck give me a short pain. it's killing me everyday.
bio paper four and pure math were down. this friday is applied math. let see, what will happened next.
the exam not only for me, but to prove it to some people. bless the hell out of me GoD!
bio paper four and pure math were down. this friday is applied math. let see, what will happened next.
the exam not only for me, but to prove it to some people. bless the hell out of me GoD!
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