listener and talker

just in last few hours we had our supper at a mamak stall near our house, and there we talked about the crimes happening these days were so serious. and you know what's the funniest part, our government declared the crime report just tonight saying that our country's crime rate decreases compare to last year.

i was thinking, is that possible to leave this horrible place few years later? i don't know. these days 'leaving this country' topic was so intense, i almost think about it every night when can i leave here and work at some other places around the world? the time passes very fast but very slow too at the same time.

thought of talking to my parents about this, you know sometime we just hope to discuss and chat easily but they always.. i don't know i should say this or not, ahh.. never mind. i know they are just telling me the truth, and the truth is always a cruelty, but i just hope to get a little support from them.

they always come out with 'when you're there, you won't be that pleased' something like that. i know i know stop repeating it, but you know that's my wish. i would say, for some time, they're really a bad talker. i find it easier to talk to my sister, she'll really stand by my side even though sometime she pisses me off LOL but that doesn't lessen my love my to such adorable sister <3 she just has so much more to improve.

no matter what, i'm on my way to it already.

p/s: a good listener doesn't mean that you're a good talker, really.