Sometimes, you just gotta have a little faith

It is about 5 days i had reach peneng and things were quite tough. Not about posting, it was quite fine until today. In fact, i learned quite some things. The tough stuff was the transport and accomodation. The place i stayed was not near to the hospital. The five minutes she was talking about was driving and i thought it is walking. So.. Things were even tougher when i have a princess staying with me. She does not want to walk and stuff, she was being ridiculous and inflexible under this situation. I got just too tired for her drama.. You know? So, we decided to split. She will move else where and i will go my way. I think this is just the way it is. I cant work with inflexible people. We aint got much choice, the best way is to adapt to the environment. And she just cant do it. She just moved out and i will too, until i got all the things settled.

Things are tough, it was not easy at all. But when things are getting tough, God just knows and He will do something to help you out. Not to mention i almost got into an accident yesterday while crossing the zebra line. Well, not gonna talk about it. So, some good things happened. My dad called and he wanted to bring me a car. He was really firm about this i think he couldnt bear whatever that i have been telling him. He is my dad, you know? You just gotta love him. But i insisted that the car is not necessary. I want to be indendent. If i want to work abroad i might as well learn to get things done myself now. It will be easier to adapt next time if i got an opportunity. My dad just cant let go and he wanted me to think about it again. I mean, if you meet him, you will havta love him.

Then, ms ooi called. She was the one who rented me this house im staying. We have been communicating about all the problems and she helped me out a lot. Not to say that the princess have not helped a single thing and yet complaining a lot. So, she called and asked me how's everything. So i told her everything, sorry and thank you and all. We have not met at all and yet she is being so helpful, who does that? And now im moving out half way and she called me to forget about the rental. I was so embarrassed about this. Again, who does that? I know she and her husband earn a lot, but that is exactly the point, the more you earn, the more you cant let go of money. And she is not, and she is willing to do that favor for me. Even i have not met her, i know she is a very pretty woman with a beautiful heart. I honestly thank her a lot. Just so you know, i got her phone call 5 seconds later after i hung up on my dad. Dont you think it is all planned? Also, my friends have been helpful too.

These are the beautiful things happened in these few days depite all other stuff. I am trying to focus on the good things that had happened, that makes me feel better. And i do now. After talking to ms ooi and my dad. I feel so blessed right now.

Sometimes, you just gotta have a little faith.

Oh yeah, today is my dad's birthday. Happy birthday to my hero. May good health accompany always. Love you.

A good teacher is to die for

Just thought i should do this post right before i leave to Peneng for another round of clinical posting. It's 0246 and i'm yet to sleep and i don't know why.. Perhaps i feel like staying longer, be conscious of my home and stuff.. You gotta know i had a rough time in Peneng in my last clinical posting.. this should be it. Really hope things gonna be good this time.

I sent an appreciation card to Ms Chan a few days ago and she liked it. You know, i feel like everything is connected by an invincible thread and it kinda like a propulsion, one thing happens and leads to another. At first i thought i will see her in the office but i didn't, so i left the card on her table and went for women's health lecture. Class finished earlier that day and my sister hadn't gotten out of her class yet, so i sat on the bench waiting for her, and Ms Chan walked past. I saw her and i didn't know if i should say hello to her after sending her that card. Feel kinda shy though.. Maybe i'm not too used to do such thing but i did and i'm glad that i did because she said it was nice and some good stuff. It made me really happy. This ain't brown-nosing i do mean it. Back to the story, i did say hello her at the end. She she complimented the card and we talked for a while. About future and stuff and now we are working close together for a topic so we can discuss about it. It's more like a personal homework she gave to me when i told her that i wouldn't mind doing more because all i wanted was to learn from her. She has everything i wanted. So, i finished the work in less than 3 days and it kinda rushy, but 3 days were all i had to finish it before i leave to Peneng where i won't be able to reach the internet that often. I just sent up my paper to her and she said she will write back to me after she had read it.

A good teacher is to die for and when you found him/her, keep her and learn as much as you can from her because, a good teacher can teach you a lot of things and a good future is half finished when you found him/her. Just couldn't thank her enough. It's kinda sad that she's going to retire at the end of this year ;(

P/s: Here is a picture i took out of a book while i was browsing for the appreciation card. The book looked interesting so i took a glance and surprisingly, it was talking about teachers as well. I found it quite nice and true and would like to share it, even though it was written in Mandarin.

Pet fiesta

I went to an event named Pet Fiesta with a friend and we had a great time there! There are so many dogs and cats and also other animals like snake, scorpion, gecko, iguana, parrot, sugar glider, sloth and many more! We had so so much fun and i saw my lover German Shepherd too!! Indescribable triumphant!! Here are the two photos i was struggling to set as profile picture because i love both as much! Such a great day!

A day of mixture

I lost it just now. My university is sucky in providing the students a parking space, the parking lots are so limited they are only reserved for some of the staffs and the deans. The students? They don't care. So, we students would to have find ways to park our cars without being fined. I've collected quite a number of samans these years parking at the illegal area but i got no choice! So, today, i got another one again. S'ince the car was registered under my parent's name, as i broke the news to them they kept pressuring me to get another place to park and as i said earlier, i lost it. I did not do that on purpose but i got no idea where could i park the car another than that only place. I don't know! And they kept urging me to find a new place. If i could i've already done it years ago why would i still park my car at those places where i got fined almost once every week?! So, i left the living hall and went back to my room. Pretty immature thing to do huh? But i just needed some space to cool down i'm a pretty hot tempered person. Then, i went back down and told my parents i would do my best. I'm really trying. This is when u pay that much for a damn private education and that damn private university can't even give u a peaceful environment to study. Damn it!

Phooo, calm down Bryan, it's Friday let's talk about something nice that happened earlier today. I planned to bring my laptop to the town to get it fixed since the day i caught a virus when i was so desperate looking everywhere online to watch Grey's Anatomy and my laptop finally broke down. Bavita and Josephine followed me to the town and we spent some time together. And getting my laptop fixed we went for lunch and also the book store to browse a bit. The government has given us students 250 bucks book vouchers to spend for academic materials so... i finally bought the book i wanted a few years ago! It was quite expensive and it got more expensive already when i went back and check today. And i still bought it. Hah! The whole outing was quite an exercise cuz i think we walked more than 10 thousand steps.

Basically, the day went well to me ;) Cheers!

Some beautiful words

I was browsing the internet and i watched a video by BuzzFeed and was really intrigued by its content. They were introducing some beautiful words and out of 15, i only know the meaning of like 4? Well, let's see what they've got!

1. Effervescence: I thought this is a chemistry term because i learned it when i was studying chemistry in A-levels. Well, its meaning is bubbling. Yeaaa...
2. Hiraeth: This i don't know and the pronunciation is pretty fun! A home that you long to go back but you can't. Quite a sad noun.
3. Ephemeral: This to me is really beautiful but its meaning is not so- Lasting for a short moment.
4. Incandescence: I learned it from Nicholas Sparks novels. He liked to use this word to paint the story a little romantic. It means a burning light or also colorful light bulbs.
5. Limerence: Sounds like 'limo' to me hahaa! ''A state being infatuated by someone''.
6. Somnambulist: Close, real close to the word insomnia and kinda make sense- ''Person who sleepwalks"
7. Sonorous: Some deep sound if im not mistaken.
8. Mellifluous: Sweet and soothing sound that's pleasant to hear. ;) 
9. Aurora: Not those you see at the North and South.. it means ''Dawn'' ;D
10. Phosphenes: Sound so much like phosphate but the meaning is totally different- ''Light and colours you see by rubbing your eyes''
11. Epoch: You know right.. This word to me is so-so.
12. Epiphany: First learned this from Andrea from The Walking Dead first season, hahaa! I still remember that she was scolding that old and white bearded guy using this word with a ''life'' in front! hahaa! "a moment of sudden revelation"
13. Defenestration: This word is powerful but no so beautiful LOL! It means the act of throwing someone out of the window! Can't see any beau in this but definitely nice to use while arguing with someone.. be like ''i feel like defenestrat-ing you!'' and he doesn't even know what it means! Maybe?
14. Petrichor: Owwhhh this is damn pretty. ''The earthy smell after rain" How is this not beautiful? I didn't even know there's a name for such phenomenon!
15. Luminescence: Probably see this from a lot of places. I think i learned it from biology studying some microbacteria that emits green light.  

Learned something beautiful today.. "The sound of the falling raindrops is mellifluous and the arose petrichor got me into epiphany thinking although it's ephemeral." Not sure if this sentence is written correctly but well, it's still an attempt! :D

Ohh, remember that i said i'm going back jogging and marathon.. I got this last week by getting the forth place in a 5km open adult walk, nice beginning!

Marathon, let's go!

Life is quite dull these days. After all the hectic semesters and now things are totally slowing down. When there's no paper means no studyings. So kinda like an lazy ass now! 

I'm going back to exercise. I used to jog last year until i was so caught up by all the exams and assignments i stopped jogging. Now i've got plenty of free time so marathon, here i come!!! I registered myself in a walkathon this coming saturday. So, let this begin!