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hey birthday

on Wednesday, August 10, 2011
wow 6.46am Wednesday in the morning, going out to college but before that, let me make a short post.

hmm, yesterday was Jia Wen's birthday. so as i made it for Angel, i'm going to do the same for her as well. so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, again lol. i don't know how many times i've repeated haha!

guys

girls

so, hope you'll like all the surprises from all of us. for that video, i think it's super duper touching for birthday girl since even me got soo ''wow''. i get surprise when the video is playing haha! it's good but the resolution.. haha! well, good job guys!

p/s: 有时想着有原则是不是件好事,应不应该改掉。想着想着,不,改了就不是我了。有些事情]该坚持的就得坚持。

you, you're.

on Monday, August 8, 2011
today was so relaxing. since mr Chen went to Genting so i do not need to go McD. conclusion: the whole day was wasted.

early in the morning went out with my family, breakfast, lunch, dinner, shopping and so much more. after my parents fetched sis and i back to home, they went out again. today's miracle: they never feel tired.

during the night, went to mamak stall with 2 of them. chatting like normal about our current issues. that was fun, everyday has fresh news. everybody is selfish, even to their own family members.

successfully, i put all my stress away. i enjoy my day very much. yesterday is the first time i pray, i don't know whether that's true or not, but i feel a lot comfortable and happier. 

i need to regain my strong mind, to overcome all the challenges. remember, sk, you're nothing, you're not able to change the world but you, you can help yourself. don't think that you're so great, you're, when you able to take care of yourself well enough. get rid of the useless craps as fast as you can, craps are all troublesome. YES THEY'RE!

p/s: thank you fa.

awaken

on Saturday, August 6, 2011
i went to youtube tonight, just to listen to a song that i wanted to listen long time ago, a song that i like very much, from Sammi Cheng. i mean, from young, she's my idol.

i watch a live video about her. how i feel now is.. 澎湃? i do not know how to describe it, but i get a lot of comfort from what she had said in the interview.

a lot of things which she said in the video, hit me like bullet, accurately to my body.

i need to change. i need strength. i was extremely down in part of my life and i do not know where else i can go except towards my family. of course my family is important to me, but i need another source, who can helps me and comforts me.

now, i know what should i seek for. keep moving on, don't stop walking. look for the thing you missed in the past few years. i throughly understand that, sometime, religion, isn't about superstitious, is just that you need Him to help you, rescue you, comfort you when you're going to explode.

we're a small creature, we cannot affort too much of stress or burdens, you need somebody else, like family, or maybe Him to help you out. i understand it, because i've been awaken.

p/s: 有时候,那种性格不叫“直接”,而叫“自私”。

Tell

on Friday, August 5, 2011

我能告诉你的,我一定会告诉你。

若我选择告诉你,就一定不会骗你。

magnetic friendship

today MY CLASS i assumed it until 9am, but suppose there's another class at 12pm, after 3 hours lol. but i don't care, not goona stay for this week. maybe next week x)

to clear my mind out, Priya accompanied me to KLCC today. we just walk a while, after that sit in front of the park and talk for a while. actually i appreciate very much that i have her as my ear, she's the only one who accompany me to everywhere, listening to me most of the time. 

glad to have you as my friend Khavi.

oh yeah, she took a photo of me there but i forgot to get it from her this morning. never mind i'll upload it here as soon as i get it from her tomorrow.

*uploaded*


p/s: magnetic friendship: Ka Seng: Sai Kit: Priya

hi-5 day by US!

on Thursday, August 4, 2011
so, about today, ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY! happy birthday again to you, 19 years old already and don't be so childish anymore. sorry i can't go for your dinner :( i guess you guys will still had fun :)

oh yeah, i drove to college today. asking why on a person who doesn't like to drive like ME! hmm, going back to office to hand in something, forced to drive, refill petrol tank, eventually left my bonuslink card at the counter at petrol station urghh!

well, never mind. thanks again mr Chen for accompanying me to go to old klang road today. 

told mr chen im going to post a photo of me with bandana which he gifted it to me :D looks weird on me anyway.

very 1st pattern =.=


p/s: last few weeks Priya, Ka Seng and I called it a ''stupid day''. for today, we called it a ''hi-5 day!''. guys, hi 5!

apology

on Tuesday, August 2, 2011
feel so tiring these days. burden getting heavier. not i wanna post all this rubbish but this is my only recycle bin.


i've been tagged by my friend in this photo once, i upload it today, and say sorry to myself. few of it happened recently, and now, i smile =)

p/s: 对自己说声对不起,因为伪装让自己很累。

dilemma

scanning through those status posted by friends on facebook. actually i have nothing better to do except this.

wanted to post something as my status but so hard for me to express my feeling. yeah, just remember, it's nothing to do with you. so, story stopped here.

at college, nothing really happen, which is a good thing actually. din't meet Ka Seng for the whole week, so chit chat for quite some time and know about his current status. dont worry everything will be fine.

there's so much of thing which is not easy, earning is not easy, life is not easy and bla bla bla. Mr David's phrase kept appearing in my mind: read between the lines. and i guess it will forever be my guideline.

DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE EASILY. you know nothing more about them :) being transparent eventually hurt yourself yay!

p/s: *study mode starting at a slow pace*

BA 2nd day [milo]

on Monday, August 1, 2011
today was the last day working at Carrefour Wangsa Maju. overall, not bad.

all of my friends, aunty-aunty all very kind and friendly :D

today was so happy, work happily and harmony. and the new supervisor Albert was super nice, hope the next project will be under you. :D

suppose to have another job but i rejected it. the project is for a month, thinking of my exam which is 1 month later, i think i better concentrate on study since im teaching tuition as well. spend carefully should be okay :)

p/s: thanks a lot, kaki-kaki Carrefour Wangsa Maju