The past few days of CNY were kinda dull. We never visited any relative's house, only my friends'. Not many activities and that was what it was. One of the nights, it was two nights ago if i'm not mistaken Yin talked about relationships and she was asking if i was seeing any body. I said no.
I wanted to tell her the truth and something pulled me back. The next day i decided to tell her but the environment wasn't so encouraging and i told myself i could tell her the next day, which was today. While we were drinking i struggled if i should tell her but at the end i kept it to myself. I didn't say a thing. The feeling was shitty when you are keeping secrets from your really good friend. I don't know maybe that wasn't the time yet. I don't know if she felt something but i think she knew i wanted to tell her something.
It wasn't good.
During our drinking we played a bet. It was a guessing game. Long story short, those who lose will have to buy the the person who get married FIRST a drink, any drink. So to say his/her bachelor/bachelorette party will be held here. It was fun but somehow i felt really uncomfortable. I don't know if i would ever find the right person to spend the rest of my life with. So silly right. If i do find the right one i don't mind to be the first among them to get married, i mean it, sincerely.
How silly.
Good night.
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