Let go, and let live

Last few days i met my friend's girlfriend and on the way i sent her home we talked for quite a long time. I told her something she shouldn't be knowing at the first place; not on the first day we met anyway. That was personal. I told her already anyway so what did it matter now?

I watched a video yesterday on Facebook. It was about universe and the video was brilliantly made. I passed my laptop to dad and he watched that. I asked him if he understood anything out of that video. He said not really. I explained to him briefly and told him what it meant to me. That was the conclusion i made and it somehow had nothing to do with anything in the short video. I told him that we humans are very small; very, very small. You're almost invincible the moment the video zoomed out from the solar system to more solar systems, then more milky ways, galaxies and others. That small and we made our lives so hard; created so many problems and things, you know? So i told dad let go, and let live. 

I don't want to make my life so hard and measure it so terribly. I don't know how should i express it. But, just don't. I just want to be happy and live. Really. I'm learning let go, and let live. It is not easy. I've reminding myself very often so i don't forget. I'm a very absent-minded person. So i'll just do my best and let God decides its outcome. That's after all what i can do. 

I took a long afternoon nap and the result of it? I couldn't sleep now. I watched Grey's Anatomy and went to YouTube to watch some videos. I found out that one of my fav singer who was in a singing competition, she gave up her place cuz of her pregnancy. She sang that one particular song that brimmed my eyes with tear and got me started on my next short story called the 'Beautiful Days'. I thank her a lot and here i want to wish her all the best in the future undertakings. 

May God bless.