inspiration from '3 Idiots'

look, i seriously never thought that '3 Idiots' can be such inspiring. Today on TV2 '3 Idiots' was airing, and that was the movie my sister called me to watch 2 years ago, and i keep delaying it until today, one word to describe that movie- 'WOW'!

that was so inspiring, the true genius is a person who graduated from the course pursued able to use the knowledges to create something new and contribute it to the society. and that movie thought me one important lesson:

'the most important thing while you're studying is to fully understand your will and thoughts and most important, your interest. one with no interest basically wasting your life, and one day in your future you'll got frightened up from nightmare deep in night, the decision you've made years ago literally drove you mad and leads you no turning back, ever since then you'll live in regrets for not fulfilling your dream.'

yes, the most important thing is not to wake up in regrets every morning when the sunlight hits the ground, break the dawn. what keeps you moving forward is your dream and your will, the thing you want to do to delight yourself everyday. that could be very individual, but the thing is to do something you wish to do. what so important if the course you pursued isn't going to make big money, i know that could be a problem, but you have to understand that money somehow can't buy your dream and happiness, and get rid of your regrets. there are always something money couldn't solve.

don't blame yourself for not getting a very good result. at the first place you should have ask yourself why are you even here in the course you literally dislike, wasting your time and life doing something you hate? that's of course you can't do well because your interest isn't there, doesn't it make sense? and sometime in an exam, or after exams, the time when results releasing, your broke down because of the results which made you half dead. and actually now i understand why i couldn't get a better result.

it's fear. the fear when you start studying primary school, the fear you couldn't catch up the syllabus, the fear you couldn't achieve high grades, the fear you see your friends getting good result but you're not, the fear you are doing real hard but still unable to chase your friend's back, the fear lecturer neglecting and insulting you in front of the hall full with students throwing their eyes toward, and the fear you couldn't face your parents, your relatives, the society, their eyes. the eventually, the fear you couldn't handle your fear, and the very last thing, you committed suicide.

that is for most of the students studying in university. they couldn't handle the pressure well, the pressure suppressed by their lecturers, and the pressure given by their parents, looking at them with hope achieving success, and couldn't take their disappointment and rather choose to end their life, saying that 'i quit'.

the most pathetic thing ever in your life is you couldn't find your  interest, i mean your interest in your ambition. there should be a reason why are you working as this and that. don't tell me some bullshits like 'it gives good income', that's not goona make your life content, trust me.

and I'm so grateful i found mine. to work as a person who able to help others on their health, to work in the hospital, to work in an social-able environment, and to work as a little mobilize. and that all are my things should be found in my ambition.

I'm not good enough to be a doctor, both in intelligence and determination and fees as well, so a physiotherapist will do, and i swear i will do my best. when you found your interest, you found your ambition. when you found your ambition, you found your dream. and when you found your dream, that's the source of power keep you going never quit.

and this power in my body will never die.

p/s: when you achieve your dream, you'll see is the success chasing after you, not you chasing after it.
p/s: and maybe it costs some time for finding friends worth you sacrificing so much for them, like the 3 of them in the movie. i hope i will found them too soon in my life, and that my wish.