Last week i went for a farewell and shortly after i called Priya out for lunch, that one was really for the last time before she leaves. And Ka Seng and Yin Ying joined. I'm glad that they joined us. We had a great time. Like very great time. Ka Seng and I don't have much to talk about but somehow, something is just there to bring us together. I can't remember how many times we argue with each other but sometimes faith is weird. Friendship is weird. It just happened. Priya, Ka Seng and I, despite a very different family background, we just bond. I think this time is the first time, after seeing so many friends left the country, they are the only two i will really miss. I genuinely hope you guys have a safe flight and all the best in your future undertakings.
Talking about faith, isn't it the same with family? You can't choose where you come from but you can choose how you go from there. My parents give me full freedom with whatever i want to do with my future. That's probably why our relationship gets so much better compared to the past few years. At some points you can really open things up to them. And so did they. I came from a pretty complicated background. My relatives and I barely have anything to talk about. Even my grandparents. And my dad called me to join them for breakfast, with my grandparents. If it is not for my mom i probably rejected it. It's complicated. Things happened that led to such awkward condition. Even for a simple breakfast. Thing is weird. Just, as you grow you begin putting yourself into your parent's shoe. You do things for them not because you volunteer to but because you love them so much you just want to do this for them. Maybe i just did.
My sem break is coming and i had been thinking if i want to work for my dad. I had never been an athletic kid my dad always hoped me to be. I kinda think if i work for him i may get closer to what he expected of me. I don't know. My dad works a tough business requiring labor under the sun and stuff. Probably that can man me up or something. Just thinking. Still thinking. We kids just hope to get closer to our parents because, we just love them too much. I just love them too much.
After the nap last evening when i got up i felt so fresh. As i walked to the kitchen i told myself things are going to be great going to be fine. I don't know why i said this to myself. Maybe i know. I told myself one day i gonna be with that person whom i love my whole life to the end of my day. We will settle down in an old town that we love and spend a simple life together, with kids and good neighbours whom may invite us for dinner, or invited by us over. Anything. We will be happy together. Just hope that one day i will live the story i wrote. That's the life i want. Simple. Pretty. Happy. With the right person.
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