mind-triggering unluckiness

it was a bad day. Early in the morning when i am about to go to work, i was walking to my car which i parked near the drain last night, and guess what, the window at the back seat was found broken by some idiots!

i have no idea who did it, but for God's sake! they steal only the coins which don't even more than 5 bucks, and they broke my window! i have to spend 68 bucks to fix it up! God i don't know what's going on with them, among all the cars those idiotic persons chose mine, one word, unlucky.

it's fine, it doesn't matter any more since the window already fixed. thanks my neighbour for picking me to LRT station and drove my car to the workshop to get the window fixed. thanks so much!

today was Jasmine's birthday, and all of us greeted her, and she seems very happy today. that's of course she is happy cuz' her boyfriend sent a bouquet of roses to her by despatch! we counted it, 19 in total, together with chocolates and a dog-like cat doll, haha!

and other than that, Poh Chu bought back a cake to celebrate her birthday in the office, and i'm so happy for her sincerely, have a blast dear colleague!

finally, today i realized something. last time i told my parents, my sister saying that my first property after i graduated and works for a year, it would be a car. but after today's incident, i don't think so, i think i already changed my mind. what uncle Jimmy told me was true:

'you buy a car. there's not only loan, don't forget there's a tendency your car might be stolen or like today, the car's mirror is broken by somebody and things like that. you buy a branded car and you must have to be prepared to bear a certain loss.'

i couldn't disagree more. just look at what happened today and i finally get it, car wasn't a smart choice. maybe it stands for your status in the society, but that can wait, i rather invest a new house for the future me. a condo, that's my goal, and now it would be my first property purchase after graduated, and working for few years.

i always hope to have a little space only for myself, that would be extremely good except the fact that i have to clean my own house consistently. i can throw a party any time, i can call my friends up any time, my friend can hangover at my place once in a while, and for myself, there will be a little silence moment when i needed it. that would be really nice, and for it, i willing to work hard.

the fact that i want to look for the right person in my life, and go to travel around the world with him/her, would be hard to achieve when i have a property to look after. but we humans actually worry of too many things, we don't even give ourself a little time to relax, we don't live here eternally, one day when the time comes, we need to leave anyhow. so don't tend up yourself, we are humans and we need rest a little moment to enjoy our life.

so for me, i don't want to leave my life any regrets. for whatever things i really hoped for i willing to work hard for it, never for once i doubt. i can do it, to realize everything, not for money, solely for my happiness and my soul mate's happiness, i will do it no matter how hard it is.

Destiny and Faith, for you both and I, let's work hard to reach for each other. <3