' i goona find my lover!'
lover as in Jing Lang.
how hard that bastard hurts him, how hopeless that bastard made him, how reckless that bastard upset him, he would still go for him.
despite how hard i try, i should know a '4 years' could never chase up a '6 years'.. how pathetic...
so is that 2 years difference made such a difference, i'm actually quite upset.
saying a good friend, who not even welcome him to sleepover at his place, end up sleeping beside me at the end, i didn't say a thing, didn't even expecting a thank or things like that, so much willing to help him even he's in such breathless circumstances which maybe he doesn't feel that way, still, he would go for him.
yeah i think i got jealous, sometime be really a best friend, you care 'bout that, don't you...
actually, what suppose i do? i'm just expecting too much...
