Today as i open up my diary i smile. It is such a relief to have such a nice thing from my friend. In fact, best friend.
As I said, in my last entry, I was very depressed about my dad kept calling me to find a girlfriend. Not even today is the exception, he did that again. He even offered me few conditions if i get married. What the hell?
I went upstairs very early because I couldn't bring myself to look at them. Look at their hope in me bringing back a girlfriend some days in the future, which I could never promise them. I can't even promise them that they'll ever get grandchildren in the future.So i went upstairs and started my normal night online routine.
Later I saw Yean online and I started a conversation with her. I told her everything nakedly from head to toes not missing a word. An later she offered me few advices and eventually, she successfully took me down. In fact, she defeated the devil in me, melted me in a way. I can seriously feel it. I feel my heart rate comes down, my emotion lightens and everything seems to just falling together into a piece.
She told me she used the word 'partner' because she remembered that I once told her it need not to be a girl to start a relationship. When the feeling is right, I'll just go for it. Because of this, she thought this may be the most appropriate one instead of going into specific. I nearly forget I've once said that.
It's very really nice to hear it from a friend. She's so supportive and, and I don't know how to describe her anymore. And she told me 'not to worry too many things because that will never bring anyone anywhere. In life there are too many things to figure out and some of them we may never find the solution, and that's okay. When you want to make a decision, just do it. It's okay. I'm very curious what kind of person you may bring to see us next time.'
Isn't it sweet?
At the end of our conversation I told her 'Just so you know, you're one of the most important friends in my life. Thank you so much.' I just thought it was the right thing to say and I want her to remember that whatever happens to her, she has me by her side.
I couldn't thank her enough. So far apart that Priya, she's the second person i came to tell things in such detail basis and I'm just glad I did that. I'm not surrounded by a lot of friends but I have the right ones by my side and that's enough. More than enough.
With love, i can sleep in peace tonight. Thank you.
That's all. Just thought of complementing a friend of mine.
Good night everyone.
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