these days were dull, nothing interesting happen lately. oh yeah, i created a gmail address. and get in touch with google+. that's actually quite fresh to me in every aspect, hope more friends would join me.
and after dinner something almost impossible happened LOL i slept for four hours, from 8- 12, i guess i don't need to sleep anymore, no, i couldn't fall asleep anymore LOL
and out of nowhere, xiao wen sent me a message 'you heartless'
i was like 'what?'
after few messages only i know i forgot to greet her a 'happy birthday'. that's been a complicated moment, real complicated 1. before i decided to put her down in my life due to my stupid commitment, and this 'commitment' thiggie my family was so concern about, and they actually know what's dealing with me, that was, outstanding...
back to story, i actually confuse whether if i like her? you know and i know myself better, i'm not those kind of boys who can play with relationship, i like mature relationship, not those puppy and teenager love who don't even know how to take care on themselves. no, they don't even know what's that about, they just simply started one. or maybe I AM the one who worry too much, and that was WOW my father knew that. yeah during dinner time we talk about it a little.
sometime i feel sorry for her, dumping her like few times, maybe she doesn't even realized i dumped her. urgh i', lost, still, i'm so sorry about that.
while alone, i hope for a relationship.
but emotionally i am not ready yet.
