music

playing keyboard, ''Fur Elise'', i like this song, so classic, and im putting effort on it.

playing guitar, ''My Song'', i like this song, so inspiring, play it when moodless.

this morning i look at my phone, 10 numbers displayed on my phone. i glanced on it, for 30 minutes, should i call him? finally, i called. and, i am going back to McD to work during this 1 month holiday.

after that, i glanced on another 10 numbers, for another 30 minutes. eventually, i called. and i am going to teach tuition for standard 5 and 6 Science and Math at a tuition centre. start on January. this job i considered for about 4 months plus, i do not have gut to teach students. 1st reason, i scared i will affect my study. 2nd reason, i worry they cannot understand what am i talking in front. 3rdly, i scared i can't manage my time well enough.

this really tortured me because i'm so chicken. seriusly, all in a sudden, i thought of something, a sentence i wrote on my blog lately. that is why i brave up myself, and accept this challenge. I CAN DO WELL BELIEVE ME !

that is the firstly story, 2nd story is, hmm a short story.

i am thinking, when im small, if my parents economically able to let me learn piano, i am pretty sure i can do it very well, and i will do whatever i have to achieve it. but life is reality, i can't ever persue this career, it can only be my hobby the whole life, it's too late.

i don't know how to read those piano sheets, but im going to learn, VERY HARD. although it can only be my hobby, but i will make it as the sharpest knife among all the knives i have.

i can do it.

p/s: we should have a target from now, although it is kinda late, but, without it, what's your life worth of?