every time you fell down, you're growing up

tonight's sky looks so peace, although with some black clouds floating, but i still able to see the moon and the stars shinning. there's not many stars, has only 3, but they're so shine. what a long time i didn't give myself some time to look at the beautiful sky.

who never face difficulties in their life? everybody do. got cheated? got bullied? got betrayed? never mind, assume them as a pleasant present given by them, always give yourself some place of improvement, always strengthen up yourself, stand up on your own from the place where you fall down.

no one can always help you, guide you, eventually you still got to be independent. scare of loneliness, everyone wants to get rid of it, but never bow to mix up with them which you're not willing so, just to make yourself not so lonely, more comfortable, at last you'll only hurt yourself.

i proud of myself, sometime. no friends to accompany? i take lunch on my own, i go to interview without any accompanier, study in a strange surrounding without even a friend who i know in the same class, and a lot more. do it on my own sometime even better than you're bringing someone, you can decide to do everything without any delays, wait people to agree, worry about other's feelings, RIDICULOUS !

i post this doesn't mean that i do not need friends, I DO. but i'll see which friend am i mixing with, seriously. maybe i am lucky, i seldom facing difficulties on friend issues, grateful to father God.

it's not nice, put for fun =x

p/s: every time you fell down, you're growing up. God bless you.