echoes of the rainbow

these few nights so emo, maybe because my school reopen very soon. today quite cool, dad do not have much jobs to do, nobody wants to repair or wash air conditional. dad was so worry, got a lot of money have to spend, and chinese new year is just around the corner, he, and my mom as well, face problems during CNY if the weather still remain cloudy and rainy.

before i sleep i watched a drama call ''echoes of the rainbow'' with my dad. the movie very touching, meaningful and inspiring. i tends to cry but i just can't, feel very touching only. although afterward i moved to my room to continue the movie since my dad wants to sleep already, there's empty, but tears doesn't drop so easily.

sometime feel want to cry, but, man cant cry! i got to be stronger, i got to study harder, i want to change my life, my don't want my family face any difficulties on financial, i want happiness, i can, i want, i hope i can stay forever with my dad, mom and sis, i love you.

p/s: worth to see, i feel the hurt deeply.