I was really down since my last post until i completed this marathon, i feel so much better. And now, it starts to come back. I have tans of work and i'm going to finish them soon. Then comes CNY. I couldn't get any job during CNY. An agent contacted me and so quickly i accepted the job. Then i realized i have an exam that falls on one of the working days. I called to ask if i can take half day leave just for that day throughout the whole project. Well, they rejected me. The company wants a person who can fully commit. They pay really good so my spot was filled very quickly. I was pretty sad cuz i need money now. I went out with two friends just now. When i saw them with pretty stable financial state, i kinda hope to get out of education quickly and get a job. I hate to be so... insecure. Please God, bless me through my education. Let me graduate safely and get a job smoothly. Hope you have got a better plan for me. I'm really tired of it.
And something was wrong with my mouth. I was speaking without thinking. Luckily they are my close friends or i could have offended them already. Or have i? I hope i didn't. However, meeting them doesn't make me feel... i don't know...? In fact, meeting people couldn't make me feel better. Something is wrong with my system again.
What is wrong with me?
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