I'll strive hard

Haven't been writing in a while, was pretty caught up with everything that is still happening until now. I saw a video on YouTube and i told myself that i have to share it with everybody, it's really beautiful. 

Vow To Protect: LGBT couples share their stories

I don't know how to describe it but it warms my heart from the inside out. Here's more which i think... i don't know how to write again.. just watch it.

Vow To Protect: William and Eddie share their story

Vow to Protect: Billy & Peyton share their story

Vow to Protect: Jeanne and Sheila share their story

A lot is already happening inside my brain and even more now after watching these vids. All i can think about it to graduate safely this year and be self-sufficient. I don't want to depend on my family anymore, i'm too old for that. My education took out a lot out of them; their time, money, attention. It is pay back time already. More importantly, to do what i wish to do. To meet, to date, to have life. Out of school may not be the best life overall, there's pressure and work stress and all, but you know what, being independent means a lot to me now. I need that now. 

All i can think about now is whether i can graduate smoothly... Gosh i havta be more positive man... Things will be better after this semester. I'll strive hard, strive hard.