Spared love, my 2013.

Tomorrow i'll be taking my exam and i just get the timetable, i was the second to go in. Hmm.. i will do my best. And that's the best i could do. And sometimes i find it really funny. Ms Chan, my PT lecturer, is one of the most respectable persons in my life. We were having class and as usual, she taught and nagged us like well, a mom. She said something that really pulled my attention:

"You know now the education standard is pretty low. The students should be taught in such a way that they will be globally accepted." She gave a quick glance before clearing her throat. "If you want to be globally accepted, you have to be strict to yourself."

In a conversation less than a minute she spoke so much into us if you can see it. Okay, at least me. She wanted us to be globally accepted and the only way to achieve that, hard works. No shortcuts. Discipline. Strict to every little details disregard to its importance. See?  Globally accepted. This is very important to me. That determine my future. I can't write everything down of why i'm saying so but urhm... This can change my life. Just, important. And sometimes she can be really hard and hurtful in a way but at the end of the day, she wanted us to be successful.

"Getting good grades is one thing, but my students graduated as a credentialed degree holder is much important to me."

I think i'd mentioned something of the same thing previously i can't help it. I just couldn't thank her enough. I've sought for comfort everywhere yesterday because i don't feel good i'm not confident about the exam but this morning, when we were having class together she somehow made me feel confident again. I don't know how to pen it down but this is how she made me feel. For a lecturer, she meant world to me.

Appreciate that. Thank you very much.

I went youtube earlier and watched few videos. One of them was about boxing day. They were very happy all together as a family and the reactions on their faces were indescribable. I will try my best to make that scene come real in my coming future, Hopefully.

Thank you everyone who had spared me love the whole year. I couldn't thank you enough. And, may you have a very nice new year and may God bless!