Dying alone

on Monday, December 30, 2013
I have no idea how to start this post.

A lot of things running in my mind i don't know which should i deal with first. 

When you're working you wish you could go back to study. And when you're studying, how much you wish you're back to working world. I don't enjoy studying. It gives me so much pressure and moreover, i am not sit-here-and-study-your-whole-life kind of student. If the college provides field trip i would be the first to register.

Coming up is musculoskeletal exam and to be honest, i'm not quite ready for it. I had an amazing Christmas and now i'm not really getting my study mood back. I urhmm... not really touching the books yet and the exam is in Tuesday, which is tomorrow. I have a very bad omen. i'm going to fail this subject. If i really do, i can only blame myself for it, for not doing anything about it. 

Other than that, a lot of things still which i'm not quite comfortable revealing here... So i picked up a book and started reading and in less than a day i finished up the half already. And i went to exercise every day to clear my mind up. It does help a little though but not until deep night. 

I would probably die alone.

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