The thing i found last time now i'm taking it into action. I'd once mentioned to my mother but she said she might not able to just watch me left and risk myself. If you could remember and if i'm not mistaken, i mentioned about it once.
I wanted to join the army force after i gain my experiences, of course after i successfully graduated from my degree. That's actually what i want to do, exactly the one. I had been considering again and again. Some nights i found myself rolling and tossing in the bed couldn't fall into sleep, that's what i normally thinking. That moment is sort of a moment to let me think calmly.
As i say money is important, it's a root of making a living. And so as i say, money to me is like oxygen, i need just enough. Last time when i was little i wanted a big house, a high class condominium or apartment, a branded race car to drive around the towns, all the overpriced clothes and all. Thinking back about it now kind of feel stupid. How pathetic our kinds all are bounded to something so dead and suffocating ourself indeed. Anyway, that's what they want, i wouldn't interject. I'm actually happy i found mine.
I wanted to help people. The reason i'm studying physiotherapy is to help people and that will never be changed. I can work in a hospital, a fitness centre or even private practician running my own business but why i choose such a hardcore job? Question just hit exactly the right time.
I wanted something challenging. I wanted to be sent to some critical situations where help gravely in need, a place where medical helps are always in emergency. Yeah there's a lot of reasons people could fight against my statement but you know what, even though i might die in an army camp killed by the other people, i don't mind and i mean it.
Other than that, i wanted to be posted to a place like Africa where volunteer medical helpers would give their hand genuinely just to help them who couldn't afford any medical treatments and medications. I always wanted to go with the whole team of people who aren't only looking on money but a sincere heart to offer helps.
This is what in my mind: Graduate my degree as good as possible>go for hospital for 3 years working experiences and give the best of me>Apply for army force in other countries such as Canada and United Kingdom>Volunteer to places like Africa.
Those are the things i wanted to achieve in my life, till this far me as a 20 years old young adult. It sounded naive and impossible but i'll try my best for whatever i want to achieve in my life. I know by myself that my path would be so much harder than others the day i realized i wanted to join the force but people say 'if dream please dream big and put it into action'. I can do this.
I looked up the internet and found some information about the force in some oversea countries. Some of them strictly needed the practician their citizen and kind of disappointed me. There are still countries where foreigner who capable of doing their job would be taken into consideration. Of course there are plenty of exams like physical and mental ones but it would not kick me out, no way. I will consult my mentor next time when she happened to be free.
As i become a retiree i might have nothing like my own family, properties and even money perhaps. It will be kinda hurt when you see your friends now all living a normal human life and i'm not. I know only one thing, there's a different life we all choose, do not regret because the return you get is based on your own preferences. They might have family and properties but i might possess a heartful and pocketful of satisfactions and warmness. That's more than enough.
One thing for sure, if i don't happen to get someone to marry with i'll adopt a or a pair of kids and a German Shepherd too. With all those things, my life is then complete and i will die no regrets.
I accomplished my goal, simple as that.
ATTENTION!!
Bryan Wu move your eyes here to this paragraph and make sure you finish it!!!
For my big dream, i'm working hard from today. I hope this is the long lasting project, i don't want to change my mind any further. Bryan Wu, whenever you feel giving up or forgetting something, please come back to this post and read it all over again. Don't forget that you once have such a big dream and you got to achieve that. Hard doesn't mean impossible, it simple defines as higher hard work loads. Remember that!
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