I told myself in every test, in term of every aspect, you need to improve.
And our mentor Ms Chan talked to us already after the test. I was with Danny, so we sat together in front of Ms Chan and told her what was happening in our studies. It was funny that she started the whole intense conversation with 'Okay, how's life?' And i just told her 'It was hard' straight into her face. I know right, so she grimaced for a second and looked into our eyes replying 'Not so bad isn't it?'
So the whole talk was about our studies, how were our progressions and what difficulties we encountering. Danny talked about him and i talked about my problem. So the whole thing from me was kinda came out easily, which not much happening in my life especially to someone i'm not so familiar with. Maybe Ms Chan is our mentor, so i have faith perhaps? throughout the course? I don't know it was too soon to find out. At the end she just said 'Sai Kit you need for confidence' and i smile a little.
Eddie and the rest was talking about the drinking session on Thursday straight after the test. Part of me feel like going and another part of me declining it. Of course it had something to do with myself, it follows mood, kinda, and i'm quite broke this week. I bought 2 books and a top last week, i compensate my last week pocket money by using this week's, so how much do you think i've left?
Moreover Priya texted me just now calling me join her for Saturday's plan. It was a day trip, and i say 'why not? I've been looking for a day trip to relax myself and you bum into me with such amazing idea!' Her boyfriend, her friends and I, it goona be fun, with my best friend especially. Even a short trip, i'm enjoying the time we spending together.
If you're given me a chance to choose, i don't see any reason why i'm not joining my best friend. It's something which normally all people would do. I promised myself to make myself happy at very first place, and i meant it. I'm assertive enough to say 'no' sometimes. Hope the trip turns out to be fine and happy. I'm a paranoid.
I watched a movie called 'Nights in Rodanthe', yeah by Nicholas Sparks again. The movie was okay, nothing too special. Just one part really touched my nerve. Don't get me wrong, it was a GOOD nerve. Look, i'd mentioned that I wanted to join the army camp after i got my experiences, after i graduated, to help them out. It was doubtless that i want to do that, it was my wish to help everyone. In this movie i saw doctors went to some place where medical knowledges were greatly in need. I hope one day, if i'm given a chance, i would go to help out if they happen to need a physiotherapist. I just wanted to help using my knowledge, i like to see people recovering with smile on their faces, and i just want them to be healthy 24/7. I really don't take money into a big account, but the contributions, the health or services using my knowledges, i measure it in a great compartment than everything in my life, in my career.
I just wanted to help, it was always been my dream since i was young. I don't mine it might endangered my life, it was something i need to do, i hope to do, so i have to do, thus i won't leave any regrets.
That's my purpose here living in this planet to see something beautiful happens everyday.
I'm going to sink myself into this course, give in whatever i have, come out to become a good physiotherapist, and go on with my wish.
And try my best to make things better. I swear.
p/s: As a professional, you need to know more than what you should know- Ms Chan
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