These days weren't that busy, just not so motivated to do anything, even blogging, a thing i used to do regularly.
overall, not so bad. there were something i got a little confused while lecturers were teaching about all the physio things. i just hope i could catch up with them soon in no time. a lot of jargon to understand, the names, structures, functions, conditions, applications, every of those i just listed are catastrophic. never mind, i believe the extra hard works i paid would eventually made me understand more.
and feelings, my emotions were fluctuating. sometime i feel good and some time i feel empty and bad, and eventually put myself into a bad mood. i hate it, but it just happens. whenever i am alone i start thinking something shitty.
i just hope my life would be a little colourful. i don't know, after all the things happened, last time, i can feel me locking up myself, don't even want to talk much. but there was one girl i met in my class called Tammy, i found myself a little comfortable while talking to her. i told her that i am a bi and she was okay. or maybe i sounded persuasive or what. for whatever things right when you speak to others you just have to make yourself confident so people would be like.. doubting on your answer? Self esteem is important.
there was a song from radio. it reminds me of somebody. i hated it very much. after such a long time i still feel bad about it. how long would it take to faded that bad feelings? it was excruciating and i feel suffocating. - "我最亲爱的". i'm pretty sure everyone knows this song.
and here are some pics with some quotes on it which reflected my feelings and thoughts.
p/s: i hate myself for thinking too much of unnecessary things.
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