First about university. Everything was okay, getting closer to my uni friends hopefully everything goes well. I get compliments from my Lecturer Ms Chan, and that was really awkward cuz' that happened in a class, she said it in front of all the student. I already wrote a lot about this in my private diary so i wouldn't write much about it any more. It was simply lucky. Cuz' of that compliments my friends were acting kinda weird and i feel stressed out cuz' of the expectation. Even Madam Chan knows there is someone called Sai Kit in the class. What if i disappoint them? Have no idea, but i kinda worry about it. I don't wanna let anyone down. And honestly, because of the expectations, i really very scare that i screw up the exam. What would every one thinks about it? Like that compliment was a mistake or.. or lie?
urgh i really don't want to think about it any more actually. I couldn't help that keeps lingering in my mind. I would know what would happen next week.
About friends, it's a lot to write. Something delighting and something disappointing.
About delighting, we celebrated CCC and CCH's birthday. That was a great celebration, and everyone was happy about it, We took a lot of photos keep as our memory. Yin is leaving to Sg in no time, if i'm not mistaken she's leaving next Wed. She leaves to work there. Everyone is leaving. We all grew up and chasing our dream individually. I mean, Yin, i couldn't do you anything but you are my friend, i take care of you despite your evilly irritating temper sometime but, all the best and keep in touch. 'bout Shin, she was crying when she sends me home yesterday after the celebration. It was about some rumours she heard from CCH saying that Wen talked bad about her at her back. She started to think too much and leads to this. I mean, i don't blame her, even if the same thing happens on me i would be doing the same as Shin. I told her a lot of things, even something that i shouldn't even say but i just blurted it out. I was kinda regret afterwards actually. Anyway i hope whatever i said helps her although it's a little. Better than no.
About disappointing, it was really disappointing. I went to MPO concert today with Elaine and her cousin- Crystal and we did enjoy the performances very much. And now only i come to know that my friend Oxy was there too after she posted a photo of MPO hall. World is small. Wait, that wasn't the thing i wanted to say. Okay, I went to MPO with Elaine, and we had a drink at Starbucks. That was great, good coffee and good atmosphere. And Elaine saw the i texting Wen and trying to ask me about her in a very pleasant way. She scares that she might caught my nerves. Silly Elaine, will never mad at you such a pleasant girl. Anyway, she said CCH mistaken me before because of Wen's matters. There were a lot and i don't feel like writing it already. I am very tired about this. I have totally no idea why i was dragged into such rubbish non-sense. What did i even do? I was talking all the good and now someone backstabbing me and i totally don't know about it?
I would only say one thing: If you are doubting about my character after such a long time we know each other, you never know me at all.
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