I fell sick. I walked to the lecture hall with a sick body and waited outside until the lecturer came and unlock the hall. I was standing with the rest of my friends and Jason came up to me and asked if i would be staying with him during the coming clinical posting in Peneng. He's got a house in Peneng. I explained to him about renting a house with Eddy they all, i'm trying to understand his circumstance, and i ended up being questioned.
"The car to go up North is full."
"The house is already filled with Eddy, Yin Yi and Tammy."
"How you gonna travel up?"
"Where you gonna stay."
There were a lot more but basically, i was ditched by them. We are not ordinary friends like hi-bye friend. We hang out, we celebrate birthdays, we go posting together, we do school works together, we been to debate together. We are not ordinary friend. And they ditched me. The first thing i asked myself was, have i done something hateful to them that they resented me so much? And i can't get any answer.
We are talking about posting in a foreign state. A foreign place. How on earth would you do such thing to a friend who just celebrated your birthday? But i think i've got a similar experience so i didn't end up with huge emotional fluctuations, instead i looked pretty calm. But still, it's saddening.
When you think you friend had your back, they do just exactly the opposite way.
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