Learn, and move on

i wanted to write a post few days ago but i was too sick i couldn't look at laptop too long. So now here i am to drop some words.

Yes, i fell sick few days ago. It started on Friday, i felt uncomfortable on Thursday night and immediately on Friday i knew something must be wrong with my body. Friday supposingly my classes end at 1.30pm. Due to a talk on stroke all physiotherapy students were called to stay back. What a timing. I know. So after the talk it was around 4.30pm and i couldn't wait to go home. Then, i never really been sober until now.

Anyway, i felt much better now.

On Saturday i was suppose to attend a fair well dinner with my dad, for his foreign worker that will soon leave to United States. I kinda feel sad i couldn't make it. But it was a good decision for not going as well or i will be worse than now. Anyway, the dinner went well, and my mom told me Jim, my dad's soon-to-leave worker, was pretty upset that i didn't attend. She said he kept keeping it at the corner of his mouth.

You know, it is okay, i believe one day we will meet again. I will miss you, for everything you had done for my dad, for my me, for my family, and most importantly, for my dad's business. Thank you for that. You had been a blessing for crossing our lives. It's great that i know you, such an amazing person.

All the best, Jim!

and this phrase is in Chinese. I saw it days ago and couldn't stay too long in front of laptop so i didn't share it with all of you.

“有时候，你选择与某人保持距离，不是因为不在乎，而是因为你清楚的知道，他不属于你。”

你退一步，其实是为了想更接近他的心一步。

If you are to ask me to whom this phrase i dedicate to, i would say: Frank Chen.

We will not to that close anymore as before, but prayers i would definitely include him. A regret for not keeping him. Unable to keep him. Frankly.

Learn, and move on.