A farewell speech

Let's make it straight.

He came back to town, and he didn't look for me which actually under my expectation. I just still hoping miracle would somehow works but obviously it doesn't.

I actually not really into his presence in town until i called Phui Nying out for a drink right before she heads back to Kampar. We had a long talk, and i brought her to my PJ new house. She kept asking me about my house warming party and to be frank i have yet to know. I plan to do it on Christmas Eve but you know there are so many things to do, i couldn't give any promises. What if i fail to do on what i'd promised? So, have yet to know, still.

On our way to PJ she asked me all of a sudden: Are you and Frank already okay?

Seriously speaking, i kind of startled. I never expect this came out from her. I just hope to pry some informations from her about his current status. Yeah i lied that i wouldn't want to hear anything him anymore. He is still my best friend. You can scold me for being so silly after all he had done but, i don't know, i am who i am. I have never spoken but i really care about him. But if he resists to talk to me, that's fine for me anyway. That's not really my thing to push things happen.

Yes, i am sad that our friendship just ended like that, in a way i never wanted. But it's life, like what i had told Stacy, life moves on and so do i, i need to stay strong. As we grow up we will eventually come to realise that this little friendship thing is nothing back then, we are just making big issue of it. I am still the reason to be happy, for myself. So, moving to PJ doesn't seem to be a bad idea overall. To start all over again. Instead of being lingered, i should feel happy for a new start,  for whatever thing it is.

Yeah, after everything, degree goona start in no time, moving in no time, meeting new friends in no time. And it is really time to set this i called the 'crappest' thing aside, put no hope and never look back.

Good bye.

p/s: Oh yeah i met Hou Hou when i was taking dinner with my family, and to be honest, i never like them, the whole family. Just a bunch of hypocrites.