early in the morning i was asked to be presented in bio practical class for the cake cutting ceremony specially for ms Vicky who is going to leave our college, as well as us and all other lecturers to pursue her PhD, that was actually a good thing, wish you all the best and may God bless you! thanks for your guiding and helped us to shoot for the moon. fine, maybe not so accurate, but at least among the stars.
anyway, thanks for everything and we'll miss you :)
and the rest of my day, as usual. and at 5 o'clock, when we're going to head to lrt station, suddenly there's a heavy downpour. when i reached the back gate of college with 2 of them ka seng and priya, i stopped walking cuz i don't want to get wet, and the 2 bastards dragged me out and forced me run in the rain with them, shit that was so... EPIC! THEY DRAGGED ME OUT INTO THE RAIN!! so, my whole body got wet, and i don't see the points from resisting myself not to walk in the rain, prevent myself from being getting wet, urgh, they turned my world all up side down, but, however, i kind of like it. i've never been that crazy before. and the moment we reached for ka seng's car, the rain stops. and the last sentence i heard from him, "fuck you, you stop raining only by now!", 2 of us got amused.
i reckon if i caught a cold, i'll make their chin swell!
so, finally, now i come to the main part. at first, when i helping my mom to return some kitchen stuffs back to my neighbor who lives few houses away from us, i'm kind of happy cuz' i saw an old friend. last few days i saw him walking on pedestrain on his own and me, myself thinking how's he doing. so now, i felt that i'm too enthusiastic about people's matter, he's doing really good i guess.
i walked to him where the place he parked his car. at first i'm really very happy, i thought i can chit chat with him about his current life but, well, that not really going that well. from what i see, i din't see he's packing his things a little faster, or call me to wait for him for maybe just a moment, and he just left me waiting at the back. and he even lighted up a cigarrette and take his own sweet time.
that's the first thing that challeged my patience. and after that, i tried to ask him about his current affairs, or his life, he not really entertain me. and by the 2nd time i asked him when he starts smoking, and he just reply me in i feel that is kind of a rude way. after that, he move his head a little higher and exhaled the unhealthy cigarette smokes. i got offended, cuz' i felt that he's trying to show me something. i don't know whether my nervous system got stuck or what, i seriously got pissed off.
i have no idea whether i'm too sensitive or he's not in a good mood that moment, but IF he does has a thoughts really want to show me how MAN he is, or how MATURED he looked right now with the CIGARETTE on his hand and showing me that irritating movements, i'll just say you really have a small brain, that's it.
i'm not kidding i got paused for few seconds on thinking how to reply him to continue the conversation and so the atmosphere wouldn't become that awkward, does he ever think how embarrass people would be? even when i get back into my house, i'm thinking myself, "do i say anything wrongly and i spoil his mood?", maybe i do but so far i don't see any of it yet.
i'm a little bit sad how could he became like that. i don't see a point doing this to your friend who know you for at least 3 years, and did nothing bad on you for the last few months, or maybe up to a year. is there anything happened on you, or i think too much? anyway, take care my friend. i don't show any offends to you by writing this blog post, but i just need a place to... you know, i actually don't mean that. perhaps you think that is all bullshit, but, for me, it's not.
i used to give people advice, and i fail myself.
p/s: if i hurt you, i'm sorry.
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