you know sometime i not really want to change my ambition so oftenly.. still remembered last time when i first entered A-level i said i wanna become a forensic scientist. but because of the environmental factor i have to say ''sorry, not you.'' as in i did not think of working at foreign country for my personal reason.
when i go for my second choice- nutrition and dietetic which i think ''it's the one!'', suddenly the fees hit me, hardly breath. people say to realize your dream you'll never afraid of problems like MONEY. but unfortunately that factor cause a lot of problems for me.
i couldn't be so selfish for letting my parents work so hard to pay that extremely high fees with only 50% loan. plus i'm not as clever or smart as can get a scholarship so damn fucking easily by using my A-level results. immediately at my back is my sister, apparently she needs money to further her study as well.
raising my sis and i were already a heavy burden for them. my only hope is i can get a better job immediately after my study. my results, please bless me with a better result in order for me to enter university to finish up my degree course.
that's why, i am so damn worry on my A-level results right now. as long as i can fulfilled the university entry requirements, that would be enough.
p/s: biomedical science would be my only choice, with an affordable fees and 100% loan. sigh, reality..
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
0 rubbish:
Post a Comment