great news

this happened few hours ago before i blogging. i try to tell my mother little by little about my friends were all dropping A-level, and some of my seniors done their A-level, or those who are still doing their foundation of science, most of them change their course to others such as business.

after that i told her that they said they're not very excellent, financial problem, and a lot more, it's hard to rewrite everything here. and little by little, i said:

maybe i am part of them too. maybe i am not that interested on science as they think. so far my results in A-level is not that good though, it's just normal, not very excellent. for doing this level, we can't apply any loan, we're actually having a little bit of problem. if let say i force myself continue to study science in degree, i scare i will put on white flag. some more the competition in this career is quite strong. i am very sure those who studied science are very clever, there's not only few people are clever.

i told her all in once, and she is AGREE WITH WHAT I'VE SAID! she said yes and yes and yes. she was so understanding, i am quite touch after i heard that. she said:

teenagers growing up mentally and physically everyday, during the growing phase people will keep changing their mind, firstly maybe doctor, then lawyer, and so on. until they found something which is finally suitable to them. and you're doing the same thing. if let say u seriously don't want to continue studying science after A-level, it's all right because you have to look for those which you interested on, and management is quite a good choice [ i do tell her at the same time that i want to do management ]. but i want you fully finish the course you studying now because with this A-level cert you're worldwide available.

after that she ends up with this sentence : luckily you're telling me this when you're studying degree in science.

mommy you are so understanding, you're the best mommy ever in the world ! <3

although science is always sounds advance than any other, but not everyone can afford it. maybe i am not the one who can afford it. but i will take a very serious consideration before doing any decision. GOD bless me.

p/s: great news of the day, quite a lot of words today.