u're always in my heart ..

today around 11pm , after we finish watching the movie , my father brought us to mamak stall '' lim tea '' .. when i passed by my fren's house - Sim Lu's house .. i saw her dog .. if im not forgotten , her dog's name is Puppy ..

when i passed by her hse , my mom said "

Mom :" hey guys , u see sim lu's dog .. it's soooo cute !! "
Father :" yea ! it's juz like Black ( the dog which adopted last time ) "
Sister :" yea !! it's Black's brother .. lol !! "

but im juz stayed quiet .. coz wheneva i saw her dog .. flashback starts in my brain .. the wonderful moment we ( Black and i ) enjoyed together ... until today i still cant forget it .. it has been occupied a part of my heart .. although sometime my mom or father said wanna to adopt a dog to take care of our hse .. but im alwaz the one hu give objection .. i duno y .. mayb i stil cant realeased .. or even accept my dog's death ..

i still remember the last day i be a side vif Black , it's in the hospital of animal .. thr's a question rite .. it's bcoz after my family and i brought it to a small field to let it run and play , it fall sick after 2 or 3 days .. im juz wondered .. but on tat day , when we brought my dog back to home , i saw a lot of flea inside her fur .. alot !! i think it's over hundred and hundred of flea .

Bryan :" omg !! wads all tis thing ??!! it's FLEA !!! "
Mom :" wad ?!?! FLEA ?? "

my father stop at side immediately .. check its body .. bla bla bla ..

after tat day , my mom keep bath up Black .. everyday with DETTO , she's trying to remove all the flea from its body .. but it's useless .. Black fall sick after few days .. tats y when the last day i be with Black is when we brought it to hospital of animal .. i saw it was soo suffer , it even cannot stand firmly on the ground .. my feeling is juz undescripable .. after tat .. i did not see Black anymore .. even the last day Black leave tis world ...

Sometime i ask my mom how black die ? y u dun wanna to take me to see Black even the last day it leaves me .. and a lot of questions .. but she kept ignoring me .. im so sad .. so until today .. i cant accept tis news .. ... .... ..... ...... ......... ............

Black , do u live well at the other world ? anything going well ?i will rite here praying for u ..

if im not mistaken , the day when my dog died is when im Form 3 .. im soo regrate i agree to brought it hr .. if we did not brought it thr , mayb tis will nvr happen ... !! As wad my fren said .. if thr is a lot if , death and unfortunate incident will nvr happen .. yeah !! im dam agree with tat .. but gimme summore time im trying .. trying hardly ..

i will never forget the moment we live together .. the moment we play together .. the wonderful moment tat i ever own .. although now we are apart .. but u are always in my mind .. in my heart .. always ...