Short update

Is there anything special to write about? Hmm... i think something happened but not quite remember what was that already...

Anyways, i will just write about my current affairs.

Well, on last Saturday we went KLCC, my friends and I and my sister as well. That was a disastrous night and one of my friends ended up crying. Her heart wounded and found no cure, such pain was unbearable, i can feel it somehow. We had a long chat, i hoped i calm her down.

However, i bought a T-shirt of Pepe Jeans. I went into this particular boutique randomly and found this T pretty nice. At the same time i was looking for a T that i could wear on my birthday and there i found 1. And there was a sale on that T and available size. The universe was telling me to buy that apparently! So, i bought that and i left a pants to go. I don't get to buy any pants so i planned to buy it some other times. My birthday was yet to come any way.

And Sunday my parents brought my sister and I to Paradigm Mall. And guess what, i spent a fortune on my pants. I saw that particular pants last time when i visited that boutique. I couldn't afford that so i took down the plan of buying it. And by then i saved enough and i spent it all when i saw the pants was still there. I know it was a little bit overprice but i afraid i may regret next time LOL! Moreover is my birthday pants! I deserve something better, something i like on my birthday!

See, excuses and excuses.

Haze problem was pretty serious on Monday and Tuesday. We can hardly breath but luckily there was a downpour in the afternoon today so it somehow cleared up the haze a little. Hope tomorrow will be better. Fresh air can't be taken as granted, you see?

Tomorrow i'll be having my First Aid practical exam. Hope everything goes well. God bless.

p/s: Slumber slumber go away! And damn you assignment, what a hard topic our lecturer had given us!!! I cracked my head up for it and couldn't see an end!! Help!!

Photos to share:

Sigh...

I have so many doubts these days.

Whenever i have classes with Ms Chan and Madam chan, i will put myself into reflection immediately. They are the educators i respected, whatever they said i always find it useful and truthful, i wanted to be like them, but then doubts will be there as a stepping stone.

I started asking myself:

Why are you so dumb making mistake again and again?
Why am i not as spontaneous as other people?
They know so much, why do i know so little?
They traveled the world, they worked abroad, will i be able to do the same?
Is my dream too far to achieve?
Why must you be a perfectionist?
Why can't you loosen yourself up?
Is that a must you did EVERYTHING well?
Failure. Why failure put me into bad mood ALL THE TIME?
Why can't you just accept and do better?
Why must you dwell so hard into shit?

Or i just... can't... or... too far away.

Breaking down but find no tear,

Fragile heart is trembling but no one knows,

They banish us, every event, existence is insignificant!

Breaking down. Time machine is stopping. Heart is stopping.
Tear is stopping.The world is stopping. And, trepidation's stopping.

Signify, anguish faded, disappointment faded, expectation faded.

Vapourized the strangling, neck hanging, capital sentence cruelty! 

Holy ride in joyous, free from pretentious angelic symbolism!

Leave the canvas! Reincarnate the lost freedom! 

Let the sapien's spiritual soul sets free!

Written: Wu Sai Kit

Photos with captions

I have so many photos wanted to share with all of you today. Some of them already collected it for quite some time, and some of them i just saved it down from the internet recently.

Find this very beautiful. Hoping someday, someone will play this for me.

Trying to be a strong person!

I have always thought of my dream. I wanted to enter military camp so badly i told Bavita my thoughts.  My dream is so far away. I want to realize it and i will. Dream is the most expensive thing i ever bought for myself, and that not goona repented me. Worth the price, time and hard works. Work hard now for future, or never.

Another promise i made for myself. I never foot-step into any other countries, or just put it this way, i never go abroad. I do not have any money to be frank, my family can't support me, and i'm currently studying, not now. I will, one day. Every year, every country.

Gravel pavement leads my dream,
where thee thou thy thine disagree.
Public judges my off-limit insanity,
well, i don't see uniqueness a disease!
Solitude defines my new identity,
Not that I want it to be!

Listen to the heart which buried deeply,
the beats a sign of immortality.
As  breathing going freely,
Let it seethes magnificently!

Written by: Wu Sai Kit

p/s: 人因梦想而伟大。

Organ donation run

Have i ever mention that i went for an organ donation run? It was about 3 weeks ago as i could remember.

I had so much of fun that day. After the run i can feel my heart beating smoothly and comfortably, feeling is so great that i couldn't describe. My heart was lightened by few kgs hahaa! And after the run we had our meal at Soul Out. Ohh, before this we went to karaoke. What a long time i never go with them already! Missing their voices hahaaa!

Here are some pictures at the run!

The night before i went out with Wen. I enjoyed spending time with her.

Last but not least, enjoying ice-cream late at night :D

p/s: Had so many presentations this week. Hope everything went well.